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The Return

 Hello Mindsay Family. I've been gone for almost a year but I'm back and ready to do some sharing, just to vent, get things out, hang life out to dry so to speak (which fits in perfectly with the wet weather not letting up around here). I've missed being able to open myself to all of you and hear your kindnesses, your comments, and yes, even your disagreements and disgust. Keep it all coming, connnectedness is what we all need no matter the degree.

 

Well, I'm off to work, another glorious day in the paradise at the downtown federal building where I buff and wax floors. Settle down now, it's not as glorious as it sounds. Hehe. Smiley 

 

Good day all........JB

 
 
   
 

Cauliflower is coming to town :D
Was just checking my e-mail, and then *kaboom*, there was an e-mail from Cauliflower. So I was like "first time she sent me an e-mail" and I opened the e-mail, and inside the email she said she would coming to China on a school trip, and wold visit Beijing for a few days. She asked if I could meet her up in Beijing, and I'm like "cool shizzle man!" Considering the fact I haven't seen her since Year 7, and that she's the only person I actually keep in touch with out of all of my friends who left Yew Chung, I'd probably would visit her "no matter the cost".

Its been such a hectic week, with an all out Physics test coming up tomorrow, a science test on Monday, a 6-4 win against BISS on Monday ( was a fun game, did an Oliver Kahn  diving save,  Van Der Sar reflex save against a point blank shot, and a couple of other fancy shizzle), essays, poetry analysis, being Stefen... you know, all the typical stuff that doesn't look like things that would actually make you busy.

Its funny how things are playing out with me and MC. We don't really actually talk that much, cause I seriously don't like using the phone, its like talking to a wall that talks back to you because your hallucinated or something. Once your done with talking to the wall and get all pumped up and sh*t, you end up suffering from post telephone depression because you simply don't talk that much once your back home. One thing I seriously don't enjoy doing, is probably talking to MC when satellites are orbiting around her. Maybe its an act of being selfish, but to some extent, all I want is just her, not accompanied with any satellites, debris, space junk, twin planets or what so ever. So now that I don't get many "chances" to talk to MC, she seems to be the one thats creating all the chances to talk. Every time I see MC walking by when I go to ICT while she gets out of Chinese (that rhymes :D), I usually only greet her when I see eye contact and when she's alone, but today when she was with her friends talking, I was like "yeah whatever", just to hear her greet me. Looks like I can't run away with the disguise of the people, lol.

Been receiving weird compliments recently, and the other one to join the party is probably "L" saying I should be a rapper. A rapper? For real? I'm not quite I would want to walk down that road even if I do actually have good rapping skills. One of my favourite rap song lyric lines from The Unknown by Mark B & Blade is "the industry is full of cut throats, false hopes, money controls, killing of many souls, anything goes", that pretty much answers why I don't want to join the entertainment industry. Another things is, my all time favourite rapper Eminem ran out of fuel after only a few years of stardom, and now the sh*t he's rapping about is the same sh*t he's been rapping about since the album Infinite came out, and sometimes I think he's rapping stuff that he pulled out of his ass just to earn some bug bucks. I don't want to be like that, so if I was to be commited, I'd rather make sure I have enough fuel to bring me into a path where I can constantly replenish fuel.

That being said, PSV knocked Tottenham Hotspurs out of the UEFA Cup after a thrilling 1-0 loss at PSV Stadion, followed by a penlaty shootout. Just a note before I get into the penalty shootout, is that Gomes did a fabulous OMFG save in the dying moments of extra time, when a shot that was doomed to go into the top corners of Gomes' goal was denied by Gomes himself as he accelerated off the ground to make that finger tip save.

Pretty cool week so far, let's just hope I bang that A* for Physics tomorrow :P
 
 
 

   
And it's all back to her....what the fuck is wrong with me?

I'm an idiot...I'm a glutton for punishment....Those of u who know me know who I am talking about, for the rest of u I will refer u to one name....Candace.....it's unbelieveable how I keep falling for the same shit over and over and over. Maybe they are right when they say love makes you stupid, and no matter how badly she treats me I keep coming back to her when she beckons me. I cant seem to find a way to get away....I love Her so much though....no matter what anyone says...it just doesnt make an impact. Like today for instance....she got really sick and I spent a great amount of time taking care of her.......She's one of my best friends and I'm in love with her......wtf!?

 
 
   
 

here in this diary, i write you visions of my summer. it was the best i ever had.

i think it's time to ressurect this thing....  i'd completely forgotten about it till yesterday and i've been thinking all day about how much i miss being on here with all of you...

 

lots of things have changed:

  • i've been in utah for a year now..

  • i am married to my best friend, cole, whom i've been through so much with and love with all my heart..

  • i am discovering things about myself every passing day..

  • and at this point, i am loving every part of life..

stay tuned...  more coming your way after these messages...

 

 
 
 

   
Headaches

I have been having these numbingly painful headaches on and off all week, like since Saturday or Sunday. At first I thought it was becasue I may be allergic to the cigarette smoke coming from my Land Lady on the first floor. But then I thought, how can that be I used to smoke if it didn't bother me then why would it now? So I figured it had to have been spring allergies, but we've only had about two days of actual spring weather (it's cold and snowy right now).

So what is going on with my head? why does it hurt? And no matter what I take for it it keep coming back. Is my head going to pop or something? 

 
 
   
 

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