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I've spent today with my Shelly. :)
Every time I spend a day with her, we seem to just keep on getting closer.

While my parents were in, we spent a lot of time cuddling and kissing each other, talking about various stuff. We played Guitar Hero: Greatest Hits and World Tour together for a few hours, along with messing around on Facebook and Farmville.

Then we were on YouTube for a while - I'd told Shelly about Maury Povich, and she'd never heard of him - so I was showing her some clips from his show.
Mam was hovering in the doorway for a part of this, she was waiting for dad to get ready for them going out.
Mam's so evil - she pissed herself at all the people with the strange fears - especially the woman who was scared of balloons and ran about screaming when they all started popping onscreen.

As soon as mam and dad had gone out - however... :)

Something's happened today that's made me feel a whole lot more confident with my tiny hands.
I actually managed to find Shelly's special spot - the one I can never ever find on myself.
And I made her scream - lots. :D

So my fingers can't be as defective as I once thought. :)

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Today was originally planned to be spent with Ashleigh and Shelly, but it seems that things don't always turn out the way you plan them.
Shelly arrived first - and we sat around for ages waiting for Ashleigh... Ages... Ages...

After we'd shared a pizza together, Shelly told me to check my MSN.
So I did - and as luck would have it - there was a message from Ashleigh.
Apparently, her dad's hurt himself and he couldn't drive her down.
AND, she couldn't have driven herself, as her car is behind his in the driveway.
Ach, so typical, that.

We both missed Ashleigh a lot. :(

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Naturally - we took advantage of our time alone. :)

In the middle somewhere, we had a little silly-cow joint... Hmm, what was it?
It wasn't anywhere near as bad as an argument... Mmm, maybe a mini-hissy-fit?

Either way, we both agreed we were being silly cows.
(Saying that, I was upset to the point where I hurt myself a little bit...)
Shelly cuddled me and made me feel better.

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How strange - even on a day where I cut myself, I can still turn out feeling content?
I think that's because of Shelly. She makes me happy. :)

maybe im like this cause im not really looking foward to anything...theres nothing really going to brighten my day. Well im going to Cali Adventure on Sat with my two close friends....but im not really excited. I feel like something about me is wrong. I feel sick

Around

 

Am I not thankful enough?

Is that why it needs to hurt so much?

 

Or was it just too good

And felt better than it should?

 

We were so close

And there was

A lot to lose

 

Why does everything

that ends

have to mean so much?

 

Why is all that is

Good, never ending?

And I think of all

 the happy memories.

 

When it was so good

Too good.

 

And the fights are repressed

and you feel more depressed

because they’re not

and you’re not

and it’s not

what used to be.

 

When you talked all the time

And got along fine

You remember those moments

Like sparkles in the dark.

 

It’s the same thing over

Only looking back

is it a perfect clover.