Life went on today. Back to work, the same ole thing again. But it seemed different today. A couple of people asked me if I saw dad and I was happy to tell them wht happened. It still seems surrel but it is over and it did happpen. I wonder what is next. His Birthday is in September and mine is in July. I wonder if there will be any more communication on his part for me and should I do the same if he doesn't? It is all still to early to tell.
I feel more complete for some reason. More so than I have in a while. Just knowing that the old man did what I was hoping, make the first move, helps me to have a different outlook on him. I know things may never be picture perfect for us. I may even be making more out of this weekend then I should. Either way I feel better about things. I wish I could just go fishing with him again. Catch a Marlin in the Atlantic on his 40' drug running boat. He doesn't do drugs but he did buy the boat that was confiscated by the police so that is my guess that it was used for that. That boat can move. Nothing like I was ever on.
Or maybe just do some lobster hunting like before. I may have to ask him and see if he wants to do so.
I am not exactly sure what to do next. I think I might not do anything for a couple of days. Maybe email Jennifer later in the week. Nothing major, nothing small, just an expression of appreciation for them coming in. Well that is all I want to say about that. I am sure there will be another chapter at another time.
big boat
