I could cheat. It’s really easy. I could just go out and have fun alone. Then, I'd find any nice and funny girl and start flirting with her. That’s it! I mean. I’m no Don Juan nor Patrick Dempsey, but I still get a few smiles every now and then.
There’s a market for males who want to cheat on their girlfriends. And I’m not talking about one night stands. At least not in a sexual way.
I’m talking about one week crushes. I miss that. I miss that emotion, that rush of unexpected feelings, the feeling of smelling and kissing brand newly discovered lips. Or feeling the skin of a stranger. Making laugh someone that we just met.
I’m not thinking about cheating my girlfriend. It’s just that, one gets so tired of dealing with my own problems, and then, dealing with her anxiety attacks.. everything changes. Our supposed relationship becomes more of a therapeutical relationship than anything else. It’s tiring and boring.