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Today has been one of those incredibly boring days.
The highlights had to be playing Final Fantasy VII and talking to Reiss about DATWBSVOH at 3 in the morning. :D

In my several-hour streak of Final Fantasy VII, I've levelled up my main party slightly, along with mastering a few materia crystals.
I'm at the stage where I'm battling constantly to max everything out that's actually possible.

Along with talking to Reiss, I spent a few hours writing on my DATWBSVOH planning sheet. Reiss has asked to be included as a character, and he's helped me along with a few ideas - so naturally, I'm going to include him.
I got absorbed in writing it, until I got a bit stuck at 5AM and decided to quit and sleep.

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Andrew seized his chance; while Ashleigh’s arm was raised, he grabbed her by the wrist, his large fingers closing tightly around it. He then proceeded to twist it harshly between his thumb and forefinger, bending her arm back over on itself as he did so. Ashleigh let out a yelp of pain, furiously trying to struggle free - but this just caused his grip to tighten and the pain to worsen.
“Say you’re sorry, little Sparrow!” Andrew sniggered, raising his eyebrows challengingly.
Ashleigh whimpered, still having no luck at freeing herself, as she gnawed upon her lip, trying to blot out the pain. “…N-No! …I’m… I’m not saying it…!”
“Have it your way then…” Andrew smirked, grabbing Ashleigh’s arm with both hands, one at her wrist, one at her elbow - as he yanked it up and over her head, causing her to spin backwards in her wheelchair as he pressed her palm to the back of her neck.
Ashleigh screamed, burning agony welling up in all of the joints of her left arm, feeling now that there was no way she could ignore the pain, nor silence herself.
“AAAARRGH….!!! I…I’m… Alright!!! I’m sorry!!” Ashleigh wailed, flailing her free arm madly as she felt almost ready to start crying as a result of the pain.
Andrew spared her mercy, smiling smugly as he let her arm drop. “Much better, little Sparrow,” he said, baring his teeth in a smirk.
Ashleigh frowned, lowering her head slightly in embarrassment. She quickly placed both hands on her wheels, ignoring her aching arm - and forcefully propelled herself out of the hall, muttering violent curses under her breath.

If anyone's familiar with the rather-newish webcomic "Myron and Charlie," they will understand.

"Toofbaste!!"

Charlie, I have concluded, bears an uncanny resemblance in personality to the non-destructive version of Stitch. All to the better, I believe - Stitch is wonderful.

I have observed, at least with myself, that unexpected positive compliments make me want to emulate whatever characteristic has just been attributed to me. Signscout's been telling me since the beginning of the year that I'm pretty, and I started to believe him and want to be prettier. So, I started taking a little more care with my appearance [1]. Someone commented on how animated I was in rehearsal, and I wanted to be spirited for every rehearsal afterwards, and the show was great!

Today, someone (who I seriously look up to for the things he's done in his life thus far) said something completely unexpected about my character. And, now, I want to prove him right - I want to be known for integrity and the solid work ethic with the kids.

I don't know if I already am. I honestly have no idea what I'm known for, aside from being a Jesus-freak [2]. Should a person know what the world thinks of them? I receive a lot of conflicting opinions here. [3]

Character-shift isn't as easy as digging in to find more energy for a performance, or changing a shirt and throwing on mascara. Character-shift starts with a conscious choice of action, and then repeated, until that action is habit. This argument comes up in ethics a lot - why you can't just make an ethical call on the big things, and spend the inconsequential moments as you'd like.

Repeatedly this year, things have shifted in ways I couldn't have expected, and led me to asking, not just what I want to be doing in ten years, but who do I want to be?

_{[1] It should be noted that this is not always the case. I'm usually happiest in a decent t-shirt, jeans, and running shoes. Signscout still thinks this is attractive.
[2] I actually didn't realize that one until Christmastime with the girls on my floor. You could say there was a theme to what they got me - and we'd all done our shopping individually.
[3] Other unexpected labels have been taking my promiscuity or orientation into question, so, the world's opinion should be taken with a salt shaker.}

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Dixie currently feels:

 Depressed

 

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Blog #72

Sexy Clavat 

 

I woke up feeling proper shite - asides from having a slight headache and sore throat and having hardly any sleep the night before - I was feeling pretty lapsed and depressed.

I asked nana if I could stay off college - so I didn't bother getting up.

 

I got my lost sleep and re-awoke at about half 11.

I ate a full jar of hotdogs - with six slices of bread. Rofl, I be such a fat cow sometimes.

 

By this time, I was getting texts from Ash and Shelly asking me where I was.

I told them I felt shit and I couldn't be arsed coming.

 

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I took advantage of my extra time, finished off all of the story modes on Dancing Stage: Mario Mix and played through a lot more songs on free mode.

On a game site - it says to unlock Super Hard story mode, you need to beat Very Hard story mode - but I've done that, and I still don't have it. :(

 

I've had the urge to start playing Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles again recently.

I didn't want to start a new game until I'd finished off some older ones...

 

So, I decided I'd get my 100% completion on The Simpsons Hit & Run.

I had about 98%, as I was missing a bonus mission, some costumes and some cars.

So I drove around for about an hour, destroying everything until I'd stolen enough money to buy what I had left. The bonus mission was a cunt - but thanks to a hint from a guide on GameFAQs, I got it done.

Now I have 100% completion, with a sexy gold Homer sticker on my scrapbook. :)

 

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With this done, I couldn't stand the longing to play Crystal Chronicles for any longer.

I started up a new save in Tipa and made my character.

 

Here's the character I made, a sexy female Clavat with long hair from a family of blacksmiths:

 

 

That's official artwork - as that character is the one on the front of the instruction manual.

I just Photoshopped it and cut off the white background. I couldn't have the shitty white outline ruining the black integrity of my blog. :)

 

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I played through the first dungeon a few times, until I'd collected enough artifacts to raise my stats a little bit.

I thought I'd be logical with the family trade this time. Last time, I chose ranchhands - and they give you slices of meat. This is stupid, Clavats are vegetarians - making them eat fish and meat proper doesn't give you much health restoration.

 

With that in mind, I'm only keeping fruit that I pick up - and I sell all of the vegetables and meat.

 

Blacksmith was a more logical trade.

I very rarely cast spells - the only ones I use are Fire and Cure - Cure being a needed.

So I only go for brute force attacks - being able to craft new swords and armour is very handy.

 

Oooh, and one thing I noticed - ARMOUR IS SPELT RIGHT!

They've actually used the correct spelling in a game for once! :)

 

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I've been having problems with my Guitar Hero Community account all fucking week now.

Every time I go to log in - I have to fill out this other form for an Activision account.

I fill it out, verify my password - AND THE FORM COMES BACK.

 

I've filled it out like 12 times now.

It says I'm logged in, but I can't click on ANYTHING, because it BRINGS THE FORM BACK.

 

If I can't get it sorted, I won't want to play Guitar Hero anymore... :(

 

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Shelly started sending me texts at around 6 - saying I was going to be angry with her.

I didn't know what for like - so I asked her.

 

She rang me later - saying that she'd confronted Michelle about spreading rumours about us in college.

The hunch was right  - it WAS her - so I felt really guilty about blaming Kayley and Lewis.

I've apologised to them both - so I hope everything's alright now.

 

So as they were apparently talking in Photography - Michelle made no attempt to lower her fucking voice - so now the whole Photography class knows that Shelly and I have slept together.

THANK FUCK ASH WAS IN THE ART ROOMS.

 

Though, this has given us a slight problem.

We now stand the risk of Ash being told by some knob from the group.

So we're going to have to tell her ourselves.

 

It makes me feel so shit to know that Shelly was terrified of telling me this because she thought I'd be angry.

I'm very rarely angry. My emotion may come across as anger, but it's usually dismay, depression, rejection or frustration.

I don't often feel anger... :(

 

So the main excuses for Aomi Armster imposters are:
-i found it so i use it
-i needed a "cool" nickname so i searched for it
-WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
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all in all:
I, Teni.S. made AomiArmster
the character, the character's different forms, the character's family, the character's name.
so these people that use the username that are not me, or make variants, well they can't think up their own
user names/handles in any shape or form. Seriously...WTF?
it saddens me how my handle is being used to name spambots to attack sites. its really disgusting.
i also noticed them on other computers when I searched for "AomiArmster".
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I get asked how I find these fake Aomi Armster s out.
Easy, I search, i use as many search engines as I can.
I can't take these as flattery, ever ever. I just can't
its bloody insulting. Yes, they just use the name..but why? They have NO IDEA
what they are naming themselves after. Why name yourself something that has NOTHING
to do with you, something you didn't even make up.
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I can't stop them but I will point them out. I have to!
and I'm not being crazy, I have plenty of usernames/nicknames
I never throw a shit-fit over, why?  because they are common goddamn words/names.
Aomi Armster is not. >;[
AomiArmster is MINE MINE MINE MINE.
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and if i make names out of a mix and match from AomiArmster
THOSE ARE MINE TOO!  (yes, this is me being silly)

Keith Olbermann is nothing more than a loud mouth chicken-shit character assassin.  He is a coward who won't debate issues with his political enemies, but instead chooses to throw stones at those enemies without giving themselves a chance to defend themselves.  Bill O'Reilly will debate anyone anytime just about anywhere and I respect that.  Olbermann is a coward spewing liberal propagandist cliches and nothing more.