
Change @ MindSay 
To suggest that I have returned to Mindsay as the proverbial Phoenix, rising out of my own ashes to relish in my re-birth; perhaps is not so optimistic as it is terribly premature.
Save for but a few devoted stalwarts... those whom I love much in this community and who have been tremendously loyal to me, my little family and our very modest trials... you (at large), won't know who I am... and nor should you be entirely interested either.
My return here shall be nothing shy of 'self-serving' in it's motives...
This re-connection needs to be recuperative and cathartic by design... I make no apologies for this.
I have left a footprint here at Mindsay... and that legacy will belong to my daughters and my wife.
I begin anew... I alone on this earth hold the key to which our little history awaits.
As God wills it... I will turn towards change... embracing every wretched turn of this key...
I matter very little in the vast overall scheme of things to come... and I hold no particular monopoly upon wisdom.
But to my ability to walk this world with humility and compassion... and to the world belonging to my daughters...
I matter a great deal.
The following short penning will have to suffice as "news" for the time being.
My seemingly quick evaporation from Mindsay some months back was necessary in order to create separation.
Separation, so that we could attend very devotedly to the cardiac issues developed by my flower, my eldest daughter Shannon.
To this, I stepped from my world to ensure hers... and the boundless, timeless link to her younger two sisters.
(abandoned, quite reluctantly and decidedly sorrowfully, were our adoption plans for Ahanna...)
I will, I know... never do anything more profoundly significant in my life... than see to my daughter's death.
We, as a family... gave up my Shannon during the night of June 4th... this year, 2008.
To those of you who hold our intimacies... you know well of my daughters' history.
That they have had their turn at massive change before...
This July 15th... they will mark the beginning of their fourth year without Mommy... who was violently stolen from their infancies by a drunk driver.
(when sleep returns to my world... I will at least have my nightmares free of Shannon being all alone and frightened... I know now God, that Your plan was to ensure that one of us was going be wherever our children were, are or will be... forever and forever).
This will not be a forum for updates on Shelby and Kendall... each is terribly empty... Shannon will not be replaced at any turn... on any level.
It was their Mommy's legacy that her daughters were sisters first... last... and always... this was to be their ever-enduring link to God... to their Mother and to one another.
As God is my witness...I will see to this...
as I step into the river for the first time... again.
God Bless you all.
The best solution to the worlds problems is if every one would just start being good to one another. But when that don’t work you will need a plan. I was ask in a hunderd words or less how too change things? My answer was. To stop drugs you give every one that has a problem a prescription for the drug of their chose with the clear understanding they don’t share their drugs with no one. This will stop drugs for the next generation and stop all drug crimes. In the future most all crime will be stop with cameras and that means no more dead ladies will be found in the trunks of their cars with out us knowing who put them there. Any one willing to work will be giving a brotherhood card that will pay all your bills. Im good at this. Then I was ask how that would stop people in suits with good jobs from robbing people? And my answer was. My approach to any problem is I will ask my self how I would want to be treated if I was in the position of people that needs help. This need for help is the main drive behind crime. So you will need to take away the cause of crime which in my mind is that people for the most part have no helper when they are in need. fix this and you will stop more crimes than all the cameras in the world. My true answer to crime is unity. There is three ways to do this, my way or the way it is now or if you have a better way I will support you. At no point in time think we will be perfect just know we can be much better. Many men have many talents this just happen to be mine. And that is I will give you words of power that will work even if I am dead. Time will prove me. Your question was crime? My answer is if you are willing to work you will be given a brotherhood card that has no spending limit. That is what I would have men do unto me. And then if there is people in pretty suits robbing one another it wont bother me. The problem is no one will serve these people because we will be serving one another. Because you have show interest I will send you more words and give you more power. Your brother. If I am going to dream, I am going to dream big. So I will send the words, why not? When you look at problems in the right way it all becomes child’s play. Comments to teacher77714@yahoo.com
there are many problems with the town that i live in
it is small for one
everyone is the same
and unless you are just like everyone else
you get singled out and ridiculed
i am one person that refuses o be like everyone
i have my own style
and i do what i want
apparently ppl here dont like it
i have ignored it for three years now
it has bottled up
and biult pressure i feel like exploding
i know if i do that it will cause more trouble and drama than i want or need
nothing here is secret and nothing can be private
if you dont want everyone knowing
then you cant tell anyone
you cant trust anyone and eventually ppl begin to hate you
for no reason just because
that is when you learn about the rumors
it gets the best of everyone
and everyone spreds them
parents
teachers
authority figures
EVERYONE!!!!!!
and ppl like me "EMO" kids
well not ppl but the person which is me
i am the only one in this town that is not like everybody else
get made fun of and pushed to the curb alot
mostly in my opinion because i am different
ppl here dont like that
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