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This is a little scary,but  I know it will be worth it in the long run.

Please welcome I friend and co-worker 

 eva06

  

                                                           ok so thats stewie but I dont have a pic of                               eva06  .... so stewie will have to do for now. 

PLease be nice shes a little scared very new to the blog thing...but if you give her a chance you will love her.

 
 
   
 

Blog hosts, usernames and special dates!
So, my first blog entry. One of what will hopefully be many! I'm going to be using this blog to share my random ramblings, musings, rants and so forth. I may also post my lyrics or short stories here too.

I've been looking for a good blog host for about a week now. I had initially signed up for Livejournal, but I realized that it had far more settings than I needed. So, I abandoned my Livejournal account and set off in search of a more simple blog. I decided to try Blogger, but I didn't like any of the templates, and when I tried to modify it, it continually played up. So I found My.Opera. Which looked great. Until I tried to put my own header in. The CSS just wouldn't work for me - I swear, that language is evil. It's conspiring against me. It's going to strike when I least expect it. Anyway, after signing up for goodness knows how many other blog hosts, each one of which failed to meet my standards (which, to be perfectly fair, weren't exactly sky-high), I finally found Mindsay. I scouted around the site a bit and it seems to meet every single one of my needs and wants! So, that's how I got here...I told you this was going to be random :).

My username, My Own Eternity, comes from the song "Before The Chance To Leave" by Motion In Colour. The four lines in my header are the lyrics from that song that always seem to grab me. My blog name, Out Of The Blue, wasn't really inspired by anything in particular, it just seemed to fit with both the design of the header and the sheer randomosity of this blog.

I don't have much to say now...just a few dates I don't want to forget:
31st January - Elliot Minor at Wrexham. Gutted we missed the signing, but the gig was awesome! Bought myself a signed poster and hoodie (the hoodie wasn't signed though)!
6th April - Showtime! at Wolverhampton. First time seeing Daniel Boys live; he was amazing, of course! And so was Kerry Ellis, but I wouldn't have expected any less from her! I found out about some really good West End performers, namely Ramin Kairimloo, Chris Key and Rebecca Lock. The students weren't good at all - I know they're only young, but if they want to go into the West End, they're going to have to be a million times better than they were. And the sound guy should have been shot. It's one thing to get the kids' mics wrong, but the pros as well? Off with his head!
12th April - Elliot Minor's album arrived in the post, and it was one of the first 500 to be shipped, which means it's signed! So now I have their autographs twice :), but I haven't met them once :(.

'Til next time, then,
Take care!
 
 
 

   
this is ourselves

"...turned away from it all like a blind man

sat on a fence but it don't work

keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn



why - why - why

love



insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking

can't we give ourselves one more chance

why can't we give love

'cause love's such an old fashioned word

and love dares you to care for

the people on the edge of the night

and love dares you to change our way of

caring about ourselves..."

 
 
   
 

yeah.....
So i havent Posted on here in years..literally. Its kinda funny and interesting to look back and read all those old blogs i wrote, cuz now im completely different person than i was back than.  I've grown and matured so much since then. Now- I love my life, i really do, im Blessed, im Thankful, I have a wonderful family, yeah we might have our issues occasionally, but my Family is great! I also Have The most adorable nephew in the world! He just doesnt know it yet! I Have to admit, There's one thing that always keeps me in line, no matter how depressed and down i might get sometimes, there's always one Person That comes to mind first, and Gets my through anything thrown my way...and that person is God. I have an AMAZING relationship with god. Thanx to Ted. I dont know where i would be today if it was for me meeting Ted and him educating me the way he did, i was one lost little girl, and he turned me around and set me down the right path, and i couldnt be more grateful. On Another Note. Im going back to Florida in 8 days, and lately i find myself wonderin what im getting myself into all over again, Is it the right thing to do to give him a 2nd chance- A shot at Love with Amanda Marie..ahaha! (jk) But hey, im a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, so either way somethin good is going to come out of this, i have faith in Ted, i really do, I feel like, He helped me out so much, and lately he kind of lost focus of whats real...and i owe it back to him to help him out. I feel like, by my giving him a second chance, i can open his eyes up, And give to him, what he had given me. A second chance?
 
 
 

   
pearl-sized palm blisters leave cryptic words to meander


    The line between incessant promiscuity and true love has become disturbingly thin.
    Holding hands burns my open stigmata.
    Bending over leaves my scabs stretching, bleeding.
    Even in the throws of passion, it’s hard to force myself to kiss them.




    My last hope is written in the sky. It’s a shame this will be fruitless. Another set-up, another blushing fever to spoil my heart again. He’s leaving and I know it. I’ll be alone for a very long time and I know it. It just feels a lot like my last chance. 
 
 
   
 

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