Busy Work Week @ MindSay 
work week
I know this is a rant, but if I don't disclose it all here, I'm going to explode.
The week has made me want to take a dose of shotgun mouthwash. Worst of all, it's not even over. I was scheduled to work Thursday thru Sunday until I got a call at 9 PM on Tuesday by a manager, being asked to close for a sick co-worker. I needed the tips so I went in. I wasn't told literally none of the closing duties had been done. Needless to say, I was there until 3 AM. I stayed up literally all night on Wednesday night to help my Fiance study for a test she needed to pass, in order to pass the semester. I got about 2 hours of sleep today, Thursday, before going in to for my closing shift at work, getting out at 3:30 AM because it was extremely busy due to homecoming week. I have classes tomorrow that I have to attend if I want any chance at succeeding this semester. I also have to work the 8 hour closing shift tomorrow through Sunday. I get paid tomorrow but it has to go straight to pay rent and bills.
That's not even the half of it, though. My Fiance's sister, who is up to her eyeballs in debt for a car she couldn't afford, and her boyfriend are staying the night at our apartment tonight because they didn't pay their electric bill. Speaking of electric bill, let me interject here, I pay the one for our apartment, and yet I get yelled at when I tell people they need to turn off the lights, computer, TV, etc. when they're not using them, and furthermore, the repairman from our realty company came today, without warning, and winterized everyone's A/C and pilot-lit their gas heaters in our entire complex. It was 80 degrees outside today. I was about to burn down the Realty Office, to say the least, if I didn't have to go to work. It made me decide not to renew the lease when December comes. I will be looking for a small house to rent.
Anyway, I was told they would not be staying another night, but not because my Fiance told them they couldn't, it's because my Fiance's younger brother is coming down to visit for the homecoming game and "we" promised him a place to stay.
I'm pissed off at this for a few reasons. I was never formally asked about any of this. It was always "(Fiance's sister's name and boyfriend) are staying here tonight" and "It's okay if (Fiance's little brother) stays here for the game, right? I don't want him to stay with (Fiance's sister and BF) because they might smoke pot with him there."
Interjecting again, this ties into something else I realized. All my "friends" here are actually just friends by association of my Fiance. I really don't have any friends in this city. But it pisses me off that the largest social gatherings here happen while I'm working, and I'm tired of being lied to that "they're you're friends, too." They never voluntarily initiate conversation, electronically or physically. A recent weekend when my Fiance went out of town, I spent the entire weekend working, sleeping, and cleaning. Not a single "friend" of mine ever contacted me or showed up at the door the entire weekend.
Back on subject, my answer should have been: No, they're not staying here. They still fucking owe us money. I don't give a shit. AND Who cares? I like to smoke pot. Maybe he does as well.
A small note, here. I do smoke marijuana occasionally. I am very sensitive to it, unlike my Fiance, who doesn't get a high from it at all. Even with shwag, it only takes me a few hits to feel good. My Fiance and I got into a related argument over it this weekend. She's fine with me smoking, but doesn't want it anywhere inside our apartment. I can understand this, but I believe I should be allowed to keep a very small amount for personal use. I'm not going to lie. I feel much less depressed and more energetic for days on end after I take a few hits of something. I'm just going to have to concede that she doesn't understand it as I do and get over it.
To sum it all up, here, I'm just feeling used, rushed, fractured, and I'm literally sick (flu) on top of it all right now, and I hope it'll get better.
So I gave sickness a few days took some meds and went to work. Its been in the 60's, 70's all week and it doesnt help when you work in a small store. Its about 15 degrees hotter inside than out. I finally have a day off today thinking about sleeping for a little bit before my workout. I am working on getting a second job but there really arent to many jobs out there for me. either I am over qualifed or under qualifed either way I dont get the job. I got paid friday but gave my check to my mother to put in my account well she ended up putting it in my account alright for about two hours before she had it transfered to her account. I really needed the money to get my truck out of the impound lot but its all gone now and all she can say is you told me you would help me with my rent. well I told her that I said she could use 250 of the money and but the rest in my account turns out she doesnt listen to well. now im back at square one. Im not to sure what to do now hmmm.
Soo my dear mindsayers : D
I have been very busy the past few weeks. I have had band, work, FFA, etc...
Yesterday, we had quiz bowl. It was the tournanment. SO nerd fest : D
We, Upper Sandusky, got second. Bettsville, the team that beat us, they were so nerdy that all the boys on their team shaved their heads into Mohawks, just for the tournanment.
What a bucha dorks.
Umm...Dan and I had a really terrible spat that was a bunch of different fights over all last week. We are cool though now. Last night we were talking and he applied for a full time job in Upper, dispatching. Which is sweet, and I hope he gets to go to an interview.
But, he said that if he gets this job, he wants to move out of his house and get an apartment in Upper. Then he said he wanted me to live with him, which wouldn't be bad, but I don't know that I want to do that.
Besides, I would have to help pay for stuff. Ugh. Which means I would have to work more. Gross.
So I might just refuse the whole thing.
Which is probably going to happen.
Tonight I am going to Cait's and we are gonna watch movies with Michael and Mitchell and Caleb and Christian and Madison. And we are gonna get pizza and pop : D
I can't wait.
Well, I am going to watch Oprah for now...
I hope everyone is doing well.
Ciao,
Mariah
i threw up again at work 2wice in the ballroom as we were cleaning and 2wice in the restroom... what a way to end the day huh? I really don't appreciate these random throw-up spells...
I dunno what to do about this stupid thing... i'm starting to think it's something at work that makes me puke, cause ever since i started working there, i've been throwing up...
at first i threw up for about a week straight, and now it's just sporadic...
it is quite obvious i'm not pregnant, so that's not even something to think about... the doc gave me some pills last month or so, and that worked great...
i got more doc appointments to look forward to, 2 in the first week of june and one next month... i don't like going to the doc, it just brings back bad memories of getting stabbed with a needle countless of times :(
the good thing is that babe is so understanding :) He showed up to my apt saturday night when i got off work... apparently he had gotten here around 1, but i didn't make it home til about 1.30... getting a knock at the door at 1.30 Am is not pleasant, but I saw the puppies through the view-hole thing so it was a relief...
we're such punks!!! i'm so glad to have him... not that many guys will go 2 hours of their way, just to be with their gal for a few hours... i hadn't seen him for 2 weeks or so, and we're such weiners!!!
he's such a dork, cause hopefully i'll be going home this weekend :) so i'll see him then lol...
It was pretty busy at work today, and I came to a cool understanding with my direct supervisor, now I feel more comfortable, and she will leave me notes and stuff to do when she's gone, instead of just expecting me to read her mind, it's very good :D
I'm almost 4 months pregnant! It flies by so quickly, I'm at 15 weeks--hopefully I will gain some weight for my next doctor's visit...I'd be thoroughly surprised if I haven't gained a couple :P
I want it to snow again so bad, for some reason, I am in love with precipitation...:D
I haven't had many instances of morning sickness this week...one thing to be thankful for!
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