Bumming @ MindSay

Im completely cool with bumming cigarettes to people but when im running through a pack a day when i only smoke 5.. Thats right ive bummed out 3/4 of a pack in a day before. Its absolutely ridiculous..

When i see those cute little faces, bottom lip puckered and puppy dog eyes. I know that it would make their day a little brighter, so i cant say no, unless its my last one. In this case i will simply say:

"sorry dude, i ca its my last one"

The innocence is instantly wiped from their face:

"Fuck!" They say as they walk away already looking for another victum.

Its these moments when i think to myself:

"cigarretes are a battlefield"

Full of carcinogens,
Andre.

my day didn't start off too well...

then again i was up at 2 or so in the morning...

grabbed the phone...then couldn't sleep for like an hour...

thoughts were just running through my head...

*it's like you tried to take all the smiles away* lmao...

i'm such a weirdo...

woke up and took shower with gianna...that rugrat...

i helped dad paint the living room bay window...

took a nap...

babe woke me up when he got home...that bum...

bummed in bed while he used comp...

just bummed most of the afternoon...

after a while went to yolas house to eat lasagna...

eusabio, rudy, jesse, and babe all went...

took gianna another shower before she went to bed...

got home to fold jesse's clothes...

while in the back room, eusabio, babe and i started to play around...

lmao...guys...

sabo caught me with the towel on my thigh!!! that shit stung...he was
laughing his ass off cause he thought he slapped my cooch...lmao...

shoes were thrown across the room and so was jesse's clothes..lmao...

babe was talking shit, so i flung the pants at him, catching him good...

he just layed in bed for a good couple of minutes holding himself in pain...

the whole time sabo and i were laughing our asses off!!! lmao...

"shut your mouth" lmao...yeah, i think he learned his lesson, if not then he will later...

we talked about porn and all that other good stuff, the whole time
watching the door to make sure jesse was no where's around...gosh, if
he ever caught us in a convo he'd get REALLY piss...

around 11.30 or so sabo and i walked out of the room, but not after
turning out the lights and throwing more shit at babe..lmao...

i need to wash my clothes...i haven't washed for like 3 weeks or
so...lmao...i find random clean jeans in the closet and throw on a
t-shirt...i think i still have like 5 more clean jeans, prolly more,
but i don't like to wear all of my jeans...weird i know...hmmm...i have
like 3-4 shorts, so i really don't have to wash...lmao...i haven't been
wearing underwear for like the past week or so...lmao...

what's happening to me...i'm becoming LAZY!!!

jc got the keys to her house today!!! woo-hoo!!! i might be the only
one who hasn't seen it yet... all i know is that it's 2 floors, with
like 3-4 bedrooms...

i finally went to pick up my transcript woo-hoo me!!!

i ran to chris's job to get one of those big envelopes cause the ones i
got from cvs were a tad too small...then i ran back home to beat the
mail man...

the usual mail man *who's name i forgot* injured himself, so it's a new man...

the original guy is soo cool...he takes my sisters HOUSE mail and takes
it to her JOB for her!!! and he always has a smile on!!! he knows all
of us...lmao...

we used to have a UPS friend...lmao...

we know a lot of people...i guess that's a good thing from living at the corner...we see so many interesting people pass...

i hate that i have to exit this freaken thing whenever someone comes around me...
i can't EVER let my family know about this thing...
i've closed this window like 5 times already..lmao...
*sigh*