Brother And Sister @ MindSay

I had two very strange dreams.  I think the first one was an omen. The second one may have been that barbeque brisket and sausage mocking me.  I don't feel like blogging about the dreams right now. They were just too weird and disturbing to rehash.

 

Yesterday we celebrated my Dad's 60th with a barbeque dinner at my mom's house.  Yes, my mother's house. Why?  I don't know. He wanted to have it there. Mom even bought the cake. My sister wanted the three of us --her, my brother and me, to pitch in 20 bucks for the meal.  As usual, my trifling assed brother didn't have twenty dollars to contribute and expected us to make up for it. My sister put her foot down and said, "no money, no food for you." I really couldn't blame her for that.  He quits or gets fired from every damn job he has.  He even got fired from working for a business a friend of ours owns.  *rolls eyes*.

 

The party was nice, but it was uncomfortable for two reasons: 1) My brother and his girlfriend were there and not eating. 2) I knew after it was over, Dad would be going back to his house.  I didn't realize how much it affected me until I realized I looked horrible in every picture I took! 

 

When I got home, I realized I felt very empty.  I don't know why, but I did.  I just took some Benedryl (because my allergies were killing me) and went to bed.

 

 

I love how random lines like the title of the blog entry came to me. Its simply beautful.

 

But here is what I wanted to post.

 

 

"Your brother is a sodimite!" he hissed at me.

"And still my brother!" I grabbed his arm, careless of who might see us, and dragged him to an alcove. "He is a sodomite, and my sister a whore, and perhaps a poisoner, and I am a whore. My uncle has been the falsest friend, my father a time-server, my mother- God knows- some even say she had the king before the two of us! All of this you knew or you could have deducted. Now tell me, am I good enough for you? For I knew that you were a nobody and I came to find you all the same. If you want to rise to be a somebody in this court you will get blood or shit on your hands. I have to learn this through a hard aprenticeship since I was a little girl. You can learn it now if you have the stomach."

end of page 512 beginning of 513 from The Other Boleyn Girl By Philippa Gregory

Hey! I have not been on here in such a long time! So what's new with me? Well not much for me, except for i graduated from high school finally, lol. 

 

 I quit my job at taco bell like a month ago.  I worked there for 2 1/2 years and i was an inch from being a manager.  But I quit there and now i am at home till i get another job & i have not even started looking.  I'm starting Beauty school in December, something i actually want to do.  I hope i do well.

 

My boyfriend Mike and I have been Together for 1 year and 5 months, his parents are complete and total ass holes. He has a sister mandi, megan and a brother mitchell.  His sister megan(21) is a lesbo and is in the army, his other sister is mandi(19) which is also a lesbo that just moved to new hampshire with her whore cousin that i want to kill.  Mandi was one of the cool people in his family and his sis megan. But shes moved up there and didnt tell anyone.  She just left and didn't tell me good-bye. Then theres mitchell, hes a jerk backstabber, hes 14.  Then his mom and dad... oh man. There horrible.  But anyways mikes mom, dad and brother are moving up to new hampshire with mandi.  So they left there son MIKE with a 1700$ phone bill that he cant pay.

 

Argh!

 

So, now that i am back, i am going to try to post more. I have no job and soon to be just school in  the morning so i guess i have nothing better to do then post what's up here.

So since im not in high school anymore, i guess there's no reason to be shy anymore so im going to post whatevers on my mind. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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So my sister and I headed down to L.A. to see my brother in the hospital to cheer him up.It is about 368 miles on I-5 in cal. It is a long stright highway from one end to the other. It was about 5 1/2 hr's trip. He is doind good. We had a good ride down . On the way home we were about 1/2 way home and this JACKASS fell asleep in the far right lane then came over left and smashed in to us. The other thing is that the car I was  driving I traded my friend for the weekend so he could use my truck.Were ok for the most part. The car not so good! It is a complete total.But traveling at 80 mph with the flow & being hit at 90 mph tend's to have that effect.