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The Truth... I Guess
I am a failure at...
  • Sports
  • School
  • Friendship
  • Life
I wish I was dead and I wish I had the guts to die, but I use the promise that I won't kill myself as a crutch to keep from attempting.

I don't believe it when people say things will get better.

I am a horrible daughter.

I hide my problems behind a smile.

I feel broken and don't know if I can be repaired.

I steal quotes from Chuck Palaniuk to explain my beliefs, because I'm too stupid to think of any on my own.

I have no ambition to succeed in life.


When my dad hurts my feelings, I say whatever I can to make him hurt just as much as I do and then feel guilty about it later.


I hate myself.


 
 
   
 

I.D.I.O.T.
keep the promise.
do it for your own sake.
do it to hold onto anything you've ever wanted, anything you've ever said, anything you've ever supported.
just keep the promise.
I'm begging you....
please....keep it.



"World So Cold"

When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world
This cold
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too long

Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

burning whispers, Remind me of the days,
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by
The cause,
I've left alone, in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold

Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or
Darkness, I've had enough
sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone,
Or I'm gone

I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything

Backing out, giving up, no mother-fucking
Slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything,

I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,

I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold

 
 
 

   
Loyalty bitch
  Why in the hell...this doesn't make sense. When you make someone promise something...obviously you're dead serious right? I mean, it's a promise. Have you ever told a person and said like..."promise me that..." and yeah whatever you say next. And then the next day it's already broke...doesn't that just crush you!? I mean what was the point of doing the whole promise deal there?? And I think it's gotta be one of the worst things you can do to a person...is break their promise. And if you're the one who broke it...well why didn't you just tell the person right off...no can't I promise you this. A promise people! It means something...otherwise you or nobody else would use the word or be serious when they say it. Don't promise anybody anything if you don't know how to keep it. Imagine them breaking yours. Yeah...it'll hurt.
 
 
   
 

i can't believe i forgot about that...
I'm so sorry Brian, i really am...i forgot about it completely...i'm so sorry Brian, i'm so fucking sorry...i'm sorry...
 
 
 

   
Promise

Bleed away all your sorrowful emotions,

No one cares but you.

Drown in the pool of thin blood that bled from your feeble, willing veins.

The steeper you climb, the farther you will fall.

It is not a question of if, yet the question when.

I promise you death,

I promise you pain and hurt,

I promise you the complexity that is life.

But I also promise you my love,

I promise you that.

Deliver truth whn others only produce lies.

We reminess on the empty nothing that is our past.

The feeling is so much stronger.

Remembering every bruise, every scar afflicted upon my tortured soul.

Filling your heart with the black that pollutes your mind.

I see the hate that streams from your lost eyes.

Staring blankly, silent and motionless.

Give me all your heartaches,

And sew shut your deadly mouth.

Seal it up with the stitch of a thousand innocent creatures.

Hell is your home.

Make your way back down that dark, infested road.

I'll follow you down.

Let fear be in your soul, I will watch over you.

Listen to the fire behind you, and you shall hear my voice.

Away with you, I will run this far.

When you fall, I will no longer catch you,

I watch you burn in the dead of night.

I show you no tears,

I love you.

I promise you that.

>sARAh<

 
 
   
 

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