Broken Hearts Suck @ MindSay

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

~anonymous~

 

 

A wonderful woman posted this for me because she knows that I am facing tough times right now and losing sight of what is important to me. She helped remind me to live my life to it's fullest, that hearts are going to be broken, but we can't dwell on the heartache and pain suffered. We have to move on, smile often, hold those dear to you close by letting them know you love them. Forgive those who have hurt you in the past, start anew before it's to late. We face many rough spots in our lives, we need people to help us through them.

Well....yesterday was a day of relief, I was told by my best friend that BOB liked me, n he pretty much dint deny it after that class wen we talked....but today...i hear from a good friend that he was guna go out with her a while back, that in fact they went out the nite b4 me n him first hung out. I am so confused....i really like him....enuf to give up my 2 years of no relationships...becuase i was told that the main reason he hasnt made any moves towards me is b/c he thinx all i want is to get some, and i dont, but he wants to date someone b4 doing that and i agree, but i also told him a while back that i dont do relationships, and  he pretty much got the impression i wouldnt want to be with him.....BUT HE'S WRONG! i DO DO DO want to be with YOU! and only YOU! as far back this year as i can remember, you have been in my every thot, and only thing that comforts me is you.....and after the nite we kissed, i knew i wasnt the only one....i jus dont see why he has to play games....i know he's been hurt before but im not other girls and im not a triflin little trick....i have more decency then that and i dont know how else to tell him i want to be with him...i dont know how to talk to him, and when we do talk, everyone's always around and i cant talk personally with someone and freakin try to pour my heart out and ask if they want to be with me when we're always being distracted....so i just want to know....is it true or not.....DO YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME? can you honestly say i am the first person you have considered seriously datin since last year? or that i am atleast someone who means something to you? i meant what i said to you about missing you over break....i was miserable, i wanted to see you, i wanted to hear your voice, and i wanted your touch, your kiss, and your attention....i jus dont know how to tell you all that....you ask me to talk to you but the only way i can talk to you is on a site you will never see....so here's to my cowardness, for missing out on something that could make us both so happy....you'll never know how i feel if i dont get the nerve, but at this point, and all the discouraging things i hear about you and other girls ( even if i chose not to believe them) it doesnt change that they have been said, and by good friends of mine at the least! come on, tell me how you would feel. So i guess i will jus end this on that note....not knowing if i want to be with you or not...just knowing how i feel, that i will never stop thinking of how you make me feel, i am going to end all thot of you because im jus tellin you how i feel and its not even to your face and im nervous about it, so im jus letting you know what im feeling and thinking, what you wanted to hear, you wanted to hear me talk to you, so there it is......

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that
wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than
once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts
too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new
love for things an old one did. You'll cry because
time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose
someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too
much, and love like you've never been hurt because
every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of
happiness you'll never get back.

i'm the proud owner of red eyeliner.

and the last days of summer are the saddest.


[♥ broken]

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