Brock @ MindSay

Why is it... That when i say i like motorsport to a guy... He is instantly turned off?  Is there a problem with females being interested in motorsport?  If so WHY!?!?!

My hero was Peter Brock.  He always was, i don't remember a time without him around.  I went to his funeral, I went to the memorial.  He was my idol, everything he said meant so much to me.  And yet, guys kept bagging me for how upset i was over his death.  Ok so i wasn't a 'friend'.  But Peter had a way of making you feel special when he spoke to you.  It was like you were the only person in the world for those 1 or 2 minutes.  He never put anyone down.  He was a gentleman.  Is it so bad for a female to look up to a male and admire qualities within him?  Is it so bad that everyday i think... OMG he's not here... It can't be true... They must've lied.  And its everyday that i see those same newspaper articles reminding me of that day... The day that my Hero died.

How many people get a state funeral?  How many people, when they die will stop half of Melbourne?  The day of Peter Brocks funeral, Melbourne mourned.  They mourned a racer, they mourned a family member and they mourned a friend.  Peter Brock gave everything he had to everyone.  He was amazing...

Why is it, that people are aloud to have a footy player as their mentor?  male or female it doesn't matter...   But yet when it comes to motorsport... I'M NOT ALOUD TO THINK THAT PETER BROCK IS A GOOD PERSON AND DESERVING OF MY ADMIRATION! 

hmmm... last night i went to the fireworks in fall river with my dad and brock and brody brae beth and bunch of my dads girl friends family. we got to sit a little bit away from where they were letting the fireworks off becuase her brother was like the fire chief or somthing it was really cool. they were soo fuckin loud though lol then after that we hung out and saw drew and camron nathin and my uncle and aunt. After we walked around we were driving around and my dad got lost trying to drive us home haha. then for some reason brody got soo fucking hyper in the car it was hillarious i've never heard the kid talk so much he wouldnt fuckin shut up!!! hah then brock was like booop then all of a sudden at different times brody did it then brock then i did and we did it for a couple minutes my dad was crackin up, he said we sounded like the birds in finding nemo hah it was fun lol yea but then he drop'd us off. and brock got to sleep over my dads so me and brody were like running around when we got home. hah i was like sitting at the computer and it was so dark and brody ran in and fuckin jumped onto the bed i thought the kid was gonna go through the fuckin window hah it was soo fuckin hillarious it scared the fuck out of me cuz he just randomly would do it. lol :). But yea my mom isnt fuckin home!! errrr i wanted to see my darlin jesse* lol but she isnt back jesus christ it must be some damn booty call or somthing she went to work then went to help someone move hmm sure..... lol tramp! hahahh yeahhhhhh well im sooo bored okay i'll write later

<3 Brookelyn