Breaking Benjamin @ MindSay

no. i stopped.

how could he do that?
how could HE do that?
i mean wow high schoolers are having sex no big freaking deal it's like 50% of all of them do it.
but him?

quarterback of the football team.
made varsity baseball freshman year- the first time anyone has in 16 years.
his father's a freshman english teacher.
yeah he's gotten in trouble once, who hasn't? he learned his lesson obviously.
but since when..?

christmas break.
her name is Tristin?
someone like Benjamin just doesn't get random girls pregnant the night after their girlfriends of like 5 months breaks up with them.
alright?
that doesn't happen.
this is BENJAMIN. seriously.
people look up to him. they do.
3.8 gpa. popular.
doesn't drink. only had a couple sips of beer.
doesn't smoke. never has.
doesn't do drugs. none. never has.

what is this?
Benjamin? come on?



and V-Day is tomorrow.
i'm not mad.
i'm just disappointed.

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that? Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that? Do you like that?

No!

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place
In the Diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Try to find out
What makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that? Do you like that?

There's a fine line
Between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that
I like that, I like that

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place
In the Diary of Jane

As I burn another page
As I look the other way

I still try to find my place
In the Diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there's no love
Die for anyone
What have I become?

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place
In the Diary of Jane

As I burn another page
As I look the other way

I still try to find my place
In the Diary of Jane

...and place a hole where my heart should be!"--"Breath", Breaking Benjamin

 

Good song. So, my teeth are healing, but my mouth still feels as though someone punched me in the jaw EXTREMELY hard. Whateve. My brother is engaged, pretty cool stuff and I'm falling more and more in love every day. This whole love thing...totally NOT overrated. It's what I expected, but even better!

 

Now SEX was overrated...that's for sure!

 

What's a good name to name a fish?

A friend and I went and saw a concert last night.  The line up was "Red", whoever there are, "Puddle of Mud", Breaking Benjamin", and "Three Days Grace". 

 

We got there too late for Red but while my friend went to the restroom, Puddle of Mud started playing.  They were really good!  I did not know that all of the great songs they were playing were by them.  Sounds pretty bad I know but that was still a cool gig.  Then Breaking Benjamin came on!  I thought they were headlining but nooo, they were not.

 

So we kicked back and rocked but I have to admit that the both of us felt "old" being there!  Everyone looked like teenagers to us.  But we enjoyed Breaking Benjamin nonetheless.  I sure do like them and she does too. 

 

But when Three Days Grace came on we were not so impressed.  We left after the third song.  The singer seemed to be sing off key and he had earlier came out and sang a song w/Breaking so I have no idea what happened.  But when Mimi and I talked about it, neither of us knew any of their songs so we figured we would go and get something to eat instead.

 

All in all we had a great time.  It was a lot of fun! 

So recent events have led me to decide I want to reintroduce mindsay into my life.  As much as I love facebook and myspace...mindsay is perfect to just let it all out.

 

I probably won't post too often cuz I am lazy and don't always know how to say it.  plus I usually start writing and then it gets to personal.  I'll try to let it all out.

 

if you want to know about me.  I am Kari, I spell it differently on my 'name' cuz I like that spelling to...but it's like carrie the movie, I'm not a car...haha

I go to school in Menom. Wisc. UW-STOUT =).  I am working on a BS in Applied Mathematics and Computer Science, I plan to become an Actuary...if you know what that is.

 

I am in a relationship of almost 2 years with my best friend, Benjamin.  And I will probably write a lot about him...as much as you can love someone, you can get annoyed and aggrivated by their bad habits...no one is perfect.

 

Maybe I will write about the TV shows I love to watch my favs being...One Tree Hill, Gilmore Girls, America's Next Top Model, Brothers and Sisters, Ugly Betty and of COURSE Grey's Anatomy.  =)

 

Some fav bands of mine...Breaking Benjamin, Godsmack, Hello Goodbye, Daughtry, Celine Dion (I'm eclectic), Metallica, any OTH (one tree hill) music, gosh I should save this list, Matchbox 20, Goo Goo Dolls, and some country...and the such =) oh yeah, and Akon =)

 

I am currently reading for School, a book called Beloved, it's a little weird, but good.  I haven't quite made a decision about it...speaking of which I gotta read :(...I also really love love love Nicholas Sparks.

 

I wonder if anyone will read this.

 

Well if there is anything else someone would like to know about me, I love to talk...about myself, and anything!

I am always ready to make new friends...I don't know a lot of random people(basically meaning we met online and talk cuz it's cool...lol), and would love to meet you =) ...oh yeah and I love making smilie faces...haha

 

Well that is all for now.

peace, love and rock'n'roll...if that's how it goes.