Brad @ MindSay 
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1: List 10 things you want to say to people, but know you never will.
2: Don't say who they're about.
ONE: a lot of times i wish you'd show more affection for me. i know that things happened in our past, and i know that in a lot of ways, my move to michigan set us way back, but i'm here now. i'm back. i am right here beside you screaming inside because i know you'll never understand. and maybe i won't either. and i guess one of the things i'll never understand is why we can't just put it behind us and be happy and one and in love.
TWO: i wish i could be a bigger part of your life. i wish we could get together more and talk and share and be precious together. i love that we're so different, but i wish i was more like you all the time... i wish i was smart like you. i wish i could write and draw and create like you. i wish i could be free like you are. and most of all, a lot of times, i wish we could be together... but i feel so stuck. i feel so trapped sometimes and i know it hinders our relationship. and i'm so sorry for that.
THREE: i hope your ribs heal soon... i can't believe how quickly life can change. it had only been ten or fifteen minutes between our phone calls and all of a sudden, BAM!! it made me realize how fast things come at us in this life. it made me think about how much i care for you and how much i wish i could be out there with you to take care of you. i know i never said it, i know i never really showed it, but i love you. i always have and you will always hold a special place in my heart. forever....
FOUR: sometimes i feel like i could go weeks without calling you and that would be okay.. sometimes when we talk, i get so annoyed and sometimes i just want to hang up. i feel like you don't know me and like you never really have. i still hate how you've treated him. i still hate how you both did. he is the biggest part of my life and has been for four years (to the day, by the way). he is more of a man than you'll ever know and he deserves more respect than you show him. some day he will be the father of my children. some day he will be more of a father than any of the ones i had and i am so excited for it to happen. i proved you wrong. i am happy. i am whole with him. and i wish you'd just suck it up and admit you were wrong.
FIVE: thanks for nothing... i'll see you in hell.
SIX: i miss you guys so much and can't believe i'm missing out on the three of you growing up. i'm sorry if i was a bad sister. i'm sorry i'm so far away. but maybe some day you guys can come out here for a visit. :)
SEVEN: i saw what you did that night... i saw you tear apart that ceiling fan when i snuck upstairs to find out what was going on. i saw you rip off a fan blade and beat the rest of the fan with it. i heard you yelling and i heard a lot of what you said. and i'm pretty sure that was one of the most terrifiying nights i've ever been through... i was getting ready to tell the boys we were gonna sneak out the window and go to the neighbor's house to call the cops... and that's just the beginning... so, i can't handle talking to you yet... but maybe i'll get there some day... i guess we'll just have to see how it goes... and p.s. i'm not coming to vegas to meet you... and i probably won't be calling any time soon... sorry.
EIGHT: i'm not afraid of you any more... i used to sing along with alanis when she said "soon i'll grow up and i won't even flinch at your name." i thought i'd never reach this point, but now i have and it feels great. i hope life is treating you as well as it's been treating me lately.
NINE: some times i think i've underestimated you. i've never given you the chance you deserve to shine and be heard and i'm sorry... but maybe it's not too late? ... i will try to fix you.
TEN: i guess i never really knew you... but some how, now that i haven't been to church in just about two years or so, i feel closer now to your divinity than ever before. my ideas about you are changing... my ideas about life are changing... and it feels pretty great... i'm a big fan even though i haven't read all your books... thanks for watching out for me. :)
I went on a date on November 24th...it was a lot of fun. We went out to brunch, and then a movie since I had made plans to go to a concert before we even started talking. He's a really nice guy...and I could see myself with him, it's just that I've already stopped my heart from falling this time. My friend Alex told me not to throw the towel in yet, because last week was the happiest she's ever seen me.
It's just weird how I felt so strong, but then I got a little scared and took a step back. I've already told him some of my fears, and he's okay with taking it slow. That's a good thing, because I told him we'd have to take it slow and get to know each other pretty well otherwise I wouldn't be able to do it. He completly understood, and said that he'd like to take this one slow too because the last time he was in a relationship it moved fast and he felt like he barely new the girl at the end of it all.
But yeah. We talk quite a bit (thanksgiving night we talked for three straight hours...it was weird for me because I don't even spend that much time with friends on the phone! ha)...and I think that's good...we've only hung out once but we're going to get together this weekend.
Relationships just make me nervous in general. His mom set me and him up (I used to work with her and I love her to death)....and I'm glad this one is so far working out.
Talk to you later, gaters!
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On Halloween, Deborah Myers (Sheri Moon Zombie) is called into her son Michael's (Daeg Faerch) school after the principal becomes concerned with Michael's behavior, as well as the discovery of a series of Polaroids of dead animals Michael keeps in his locker. Present at the meeting is Dr. Samuel J. Loomis (Malcolm McDowell), a child psychologist, who informs Deborah that Michael displays the warning signs of a psychopath and urges her to allow him to further assess the boy. Earlier that day, Michael had been bullied in the bathroom over a flyer advertising Deborah's strip club, where she was a dancer. Michael followed one of the bullies into the woods and brutally beat him to death with a tree branch. That night, Michael goes home and murders his mother's boyfriend (William Forsythe), his sister Judith (Hanna R. Hall), and her boyfriend (Adam Weisman). Deborah returns home to find Michael bloodied and sitting on the porch with his baby sister. Michael is convicted of first degree murder and taken to Smith's Grove Sanitarium, where he is placed under the supervision of Dr. Loomis. For the first eleven months, Michael cooperates with Dr. Loomis, claiming no memory of killing anyone. Deborah visits him regularly, where he shows her the papier-mâché Halloween masks he has been constructing in his room and wearing all day. One night, Michael befriends orderly Ismael Cruz (Danny Trejo), an ex-con who teaches Michael to cope with incarceration by internalizing himself. Michael takes the advice literally, entering a state of semi-catatonia. Shortly thereafter, he kills a nurse (Sybil Danning); Deborah Myers, who saw the event, returns home that night and kills herself. For the next fifteen years, Michael (Tyler Mane) continues making his masks and not speaking to anyone. Dr. Loomis, wanting to move on with his life, retires, deeming his former charge a true psychopath and writing a book about his time working with Michael. Michael is scheduled to be transported to maximum security, but breaks free of his chains, murdering all of his guards, and escapes. He finds his way to a truck stop and murders a driver for his clothes. Michael returns to his childhood home and retrieves a kitchen knife and a Halloween mask he stole from his sister's boyfriend from underneath some floorboards.
The story shifts to Laurie Strode (Scout Taylor-Compton), and her friends Annie Brackett (Danielle Harris) and Lynda Van Der Klok (Kristina Klebe) on Halloween. Throughout the day, Laurie witnesses Michael watching her from a distance. That night, she heads to the Doyle residence to watch their son Tommy Doyle, who persistently asks her about the boogeyman. Meanwhile, Lynda meets with her boyfriend Bob (Nick Mennell) at Michael Myers' childhood home, where they drink beer and have sex. After they finish having sex, Michael appears, murders them, and then heads to the Strode home, where he murders Laurie's parents. Having been alerted to Michael's escape, Dr. Loomis comes to Haddonfield looking for Michael. After obtaining a .357 Magnum handgun, Loomis approaches Annie's father, the town sheriff, telling him that Michael has returned home and that people's lives are in danger. Sheriff Brackett (Brad Dourif) and Dr. Loomis head to the Strode home, Brackett explaining along the way that Laurie is actually Michael Myers' baby sister. He was the responding officer the night of Deborah Myers' suicide; not wanting the infant to grow up with the stigma of being related to Michael, he faked her disappearance and left her at a nearby hospital.
Meanwhile, Laurie gets a call from Annie, who is babysitting Lindsey Wallace across the street from the Doyle home; Annie convinces Laurie to watch Lindsey long enough so she can have sex with her boyfriend Paul. Annie and Paul return to the Wallace home; during sex, Michael murders Paul and beats Annie until she is unconscious. Bringing Lindsey home, Laurie finds Annie on the floor, bloodied, and calls 911. She is attacked by Michael, who chases her back to the Doyle home. Sheriff Brackett and Loomis hear the 911 call and head to the Wallace residence. Michael kidnaps Laurie, and takes her back to his home. At the Myers home, Michael approaches Laurie and tries to show her that she is his younger sister. Unable to understand, Laurie grabs Michael's knife and stabs him before escaping the house; Michael chases her, but is repeatedly shot by Dr. Loomis. Loomis and Laurie are just about to leave when Michael grabs Laurie and heads back to the house. Loomis intervenes, but Michael kills him by crushing his skull. Laurie takes Loomis' gun and runs upstairs; she is chased by Michael, who, after cornering her on a balcony, charges her head-on and knocks both of them over the railing. Laurie finds herself on top of a bleeding Michael. Aiming Loomis' gun at his face, she repeatedly pulls the trigger until the gun finally goes off just as Michael's hand grips Laurie's wrist.
Okay, first off: School started, and it sucks.
Second: Big thanks to Dizzles, ma Nizzles, for getting me hooked on Gokusen (So far, only the live drama, but soon to be the anime too).
So, who's my favorite Gokusen character? Is it... Shin (Who's so hot, even Dizzy cant deny it)? Nooo. Is it Yankumi (Who's so hot even straight girls cant deny it)? Nooo. Is it the Head Teacher (Who's so hot he makes gay men turn straight)? Nooo...
Its...
BRAD FREAKIN' WONG!
Thats right, the loveable drunk China man from Dead or Alive is in class 3-D. ALL HAIL GOKUSEN!
You cant deny, he looks like Brad
Hello Mr. President,
Let me first reintroduce myself. My name is Bradford C. Smoot. I am a 28-year-old Black American. I am currently a team leader for the Republican Party. To date this is my 4th correspondence to you. On that note I would like to take this time to show and say Thank You for the responses you have given me to date. I realize the fact that you may never have seen or read any of my letters that I have sent. But I thank you and your staff for any and all replies that were received. Anytime you make a Human being feel Appreciated And Wanted it makes them or I feel good. As I said before this is my 4th correspondence. I have always stated my support for and your plan. With all that we face in America Today, I feel the most pressing issue at this time is the war on terror, and are mission in Iraq. With all that is being said and done----- I now feel compelled more than ever to contact you. Mr. President the Country, you, and I are now at a crossroad. As my President I know you deal every day with the problems that affect my freedom and the peace of the world. And their are those that say we need a massive troop increase, and their are those that say we need to cut are looses and run. In other words we can go Left Or Right. In my opinion Mr. President we should do neither. In My Opinion we should plow straight ahead. The road we travel is a road never traveled before. It is time now to write the next chapter and to write it in the books of History, and Freedom. We are now engaged in “The Great War On Terror”. I believe that we think that a massive troop increase takes bourdon from the Iraqi defense force to help themselves, and we believe that a cut and run policy would result in Word Wide Peril. If the Teorist world find out that we will not pursue are commitment to the end I don’t know were they would stay their hand. In other words how we react in Iraqi would show how we would react under pressures and treaties in the rest of the world. The reputation of the United States for Fidelity peace and freedom is not a simple question of face and prestige, But a real pillar of peace in the world. I know this Mr. President. WE do not seek victory of conquest, but we do seek the triumph of Freedom and Justice. The problem I believe is the War on Terror is an unconventional war. It is unconventional in the sense that it lack’s a specific battlefield this is truly a war without boundaries. For most the last 2,000 years war has meant something very conventional and traditional. The current war on terror however, is unconventional and untraditional type conflict. It is a war against multiple enemies not just one adversary. Wars usually end with the vanquishing of an opponent with some form of armistice or truce. But not this time. We must understand that the War On Terror isn’t just a symbolic call to arm’s- but it has real world implications. This is what I believe Mr. President. This is not a time for timid souls and trembling spirits. As President you have helped spread democracy to two nations and freed over 50 million Muslims. Great nations of the world are continuing or moving toward the door to democracy through the door of freedom. The people of the world are moving toward democracy through the door to prosperity. The people of the world agitate for free expression and free thought through the door to a moral and intellectual satisfaction that only liberty allows. We know what work’s, freedom work’s. We know what’s right freedom is right. We know how to secure a more prosperous and just life for men and women on earth through free market, free speech, free elections and the exercise of free will unhampered by the state. I know you do not find it easy to see are brave young men and women into battle. But I know that you know them all you have seen them in a thousand states of a hundred towns and in ever state of this union. Working and laughing and building and field with hope and life. I know you know how their mothers fell and how the family’s sorrow. And this is the most agonizing a decision your President is faced with. I have spoken to you today of the major issue that I think effects America and the World today. As I stated in the beginning. I believe that we, you, I and our Country are at a crossroad. We can go left, right, or plow straight ahead. I believe the latter5 is the best! The enemy is not yet beaten, but he knows he has met his master in the field. He is trying to bide time hoping that are nation that are nation’s will does not match his will. In closing Mr. President it is important for America to understand that If American lives must end and American treasure be spilled in country’s that we barley know. Than that is the price that Freedom has demanded of conviction and of our enduring covenant. Thank you for your time and please give the first lady my best. Gooday to you Mr. President. May god continue to bless you and this great country called the United States of America.
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