Braces @ MindSay

i got my braces off today. my teeth look AMAZING!!!

before:


after:


oh and as a side note here about my teeth: NO those white boxes aren't from my braces. they're called 'white spots' and i've had them forever. it's like a birthmark. like you know some people have some part of their skin is a different pigment than the other parts of their skin? same thing, only on my teeth. there's no way to fix it except to get my teeth bleached or something. i'll be doing that.









oh and i have a rant as well.

so i may not be right about anything and everything. but i fucking know this kid. i know you're going to get fucking hurt, and i know what'll happen. you just won't tell me anything that's going on with the relationship, and if i ask about it and things are going bad or you're getting hurt you just won't tell me because you don't want to admitt you're wrong. so then things are fucked up and I'M the one getting hurt because you didn't tell me shit and you know what's up with that.

this is the same goddamn thing with goddamn bubba. guess what happened? guess what we learned? wow. maybe we should listen to becca more often eh?

dammit. i'm so fucking pissed off at you. and i hate being mad at people. fuck. fuck fuck fuck. i'm pissed. and i'm pissed that i'm pissed. and i'm pissed that i'm pissed that i'm pissed. I'M JUST FUCKING PISSED OFF AT YOU.

he won't follow through. he won't make it work. you won't make it work. it can't fucking work. he's going to hurt you. don't go all, 'oh well he said shit to my mom.' i don't and WON'T fucking believe that until YOUR MOTHER comes up to me and tells me everything that was said. i don't fucking care. he will hurt you. he will fuck you up more. and then it'll start a whole OTHER argument between us because you didn't tell me anything because you didn't want me to be all, 'oh i was right oh i was right'.

god dammit. you fucking piss me off.

so yesterday i went to the orthodontist. okay. fine. obviously i was thinking i would get my braces off because not only did they say, but it's been a year and a half. that's how long they said it would take. so i had two things going for it. it's been a year and a half. and they said so.

but obviously they lied. i didn't get my braces off. it's because i didn't wear those stupid rubber bands at night at camp. why should i? i don't care about my "slight overbite". like who does except for them? like i'm going to go in for a job interview somewhere and they'll be like, "oh. you know. we can't hire you here because you have a slight overbite. our sincerest apologies." or somebody's going to look at me and be like, "oh jeez. that person has a slight overbite. you know. i don't think i'm ever going to talk to that person." like. wtf? nobody cares. and it's my mouth. i don't care about it. so why should i keep putting these goddamn rubber bands in ever single fucking night so i can't open my mouth? exactly. so after like a week at camp i just said fuck this. i'm done. and i stopped wearing them.

so i'm at the orthodontists and the lady's like, "have you been wearing the elastics?". and i'm not one to be lying about it because they'd know anyways. so i was like, "hmm. no." and she's like, "oooohhh" and typed some dumb shit on the computer. and i'm like, "well i don't even care about my bite." and what she said has got to be one of the stupidest things i have ever heard. she was all "oh you will care when you have jaw problems and need to get braces when you're 89 years old." oh. okay. yeah. neither of my parents have ever had braces and they don't have jaw problems. they're also not 89 years old but still. wtf? that is so stupid.

so then mr. gardner or whatever came by like, oh you havn't been wearing the elastics. and i was like, oh i don't give a crap about my slight overbite. and he basically said the same thing about "jaw problems" when i'm older. well fuck you. you're teeth are fucking gray. i don't see why he's fixing mine anyways. he has SHITTY teeth and he's obviously not had braces. plus they're like. gray. that's just freaking disgusting.

but anyways. i went there expecting my braces off and i didn't get them. and they gave me new elastics. that's FUCKING fun. not only do they cause me to not be able to open my mouth. i now have to wear them 24/7. dumb fucking retards.

so after that i came home and my mom was like, "so how'd it go?" and i 'smiled' and said, i don't care about my bite. i seriously. honestly do not give a flying crap about my bite. and i went on and on about how nobody else cares about my bite except them. and she was like, 'hmm. okay. i'll go talk to them. i have to talk to them anyways for amanda.' and she left. and obviously knowing my mother i was expecting her to come back and be like, "well they said this and this and you have to do this and they're professionals" blah blah blah.

but she didn't. the exact opposite.

she came inside and you could tell she was pissed off and she said "you have an appt on august 30th to get the bands and whatever else off of your teeth. then a week later on sept 6th you have another appt. to get everything taken off.". i just looked at her like. wha? O.O i wasn't expecting that one. she also said that my dad will have to come with me to sign a consent form on the 6th saying that we know we're terminating whatever before the guy would like.

so basically my mom went off and bitched the orthodontist out so i could get my braces off. how effing gangster is that??




oh yeah. and harry potter 7 comes out today. yaaaay. :D:D

I had to get braces put on my bottom teeth.......again today



they hurt


they are no fun


boo


BUT....

Eric's coming today


and....

I have a steel band gig

seriously.

they told me i'd get my braces off the LAST time i went there. i was supposed to get them off like 4 weeks ago.

but guess what?

I DIDN'T GET THEM OFF.

but the last time i was there, they're all like, "oh yeah not this time but the next time on the 7th. you definetely will get your braces off on June 7th."

but guess what?

I DIDN'T GET THEM OFF.

and guess what?

I'M WEARING ANOTHER GROUP OF STUPID BANDS THAT I'VE ALREADY WORN BEFORE.



fucking ass. i hate them. i'm serious.

Well, i think the quiz went well.....I think though i missed a few key points that i should have mentioned.  So now I have to wait for Mike to get done with class.

 

I have to do a journal entry for AIS....I am thinking of going to the Minneapolis Instuite of Art either today or tomorrow b/c it is due by Friday.  Or I could go to a historical site.....I havent decided yet.....

 

Nothing much has been happening.....still no job, broke and getting pissed off with my teeth.  My teeth are not straight and it is really bothering me right now....but I cant afford braces, its about $8000 to fix my teeth and plus before I get braces, I have to surgcial remove my wisdom teeth b/c they are coming in wrong and pushing on my teeth.  So my jaw hurts a lot and it pisses me off that I cant do anything about it right now......

 

So enough with my ranting.....

 

I need to go out and do something, I am getting pretty bored at home.  And no one has called back on any of my applications that I have turned in.....I have applyed to at least three more in the past week.....plus a couple from 2 or 3 weeks ago...  When people find out that i am a student, they dont look twice.  They are looking for people that can come in when ever they need to.....but since I am in school, I cant come in when they need me.....so what do I have to do?

 

Well, I am going to play some games to get my mind off the parts of my life taht are crapy....bye^.^