Boy Likes Girl @ MindSay 
on April 18, 2008. i lost the only girl i would ever consider as my best friend.
i'm being serious.
and why? you'd never guess.
boys.
for real.
girls may be poison,
but boys are death.
i think this is why i was so afraid to befriend boys when i was younger.
that seems so off because i'm gay, but i seriously just didn't want to be around guys. not even as friends.
now i do, seeing as girls are ridiculously stupid. boys are more laid-back and straight forward. more athletic, so we actually do things instead of sitting around talking shit. it's great fun.
but anyways.
this is what i think i was afraid of: the bisexuals.
Bisexuals aren't my favorite anyways, in fact, they're worse than straight girls.
for the most part, obviously. i'm not speaking for all bisexuals of the world here. just my experiences.
this included.
so, boy meets girl. have a great time.
sorry kids, good things aren't forever. it ends.
stay friends. that's good. at least it's not awkward? of course not.
so, girl ruins boy's friendship with other boy.
or at least tries to.
boys' friendship is too strong for girl. girl backs off.
so, girl goes to other girl.
other girl that both the boys hang with.
other girl that likes girls. that's known her forever.
that is her best friend since 7th grade.
fine, right?
well girl likes this girl she's just gone to.
girl that's friends with the boys, doesn't care much.
she's not interested in anyone too badly.
so, girl that left the boys wants more with the other girl.
other girl says no. she doesn't want to hurt her guy friends.
even if those boys are over it and have moved onto other girls.
other girl doesn't want to do anything and doesn't want to seem like a stealer.
ruined.
At last I have a proper day off of sorts now. I've been and done my shift at woolies and now I'm not back there or the restraunt till the start of next week. Which gives me an excellent opportunity to catch up on much needed sleep and textbook reading. Oh joy!
Work wasn't to bad today. My health was holding out at least. Just trying to keep nice and relaxed. Though the two aspirin I popped before going to work may also have helped. I don't like taking pharmacological intervention but at the moment whilst I get other aspects of my life sorted out it will have to do, hopefully once I leave for the south these matters will have been resolved.
Also during work this morning I kept looking towards the door to see if I'd get to let the girl formerly know as Liz in. I think I was so desperate to let her in that I was beginning to hear the door knock even when no one was there. The time she normally arrives came and went. I figured she musn't be in today and went back to cleaning the place up deflatedly. However, she walked in some time later dressed for the good summer weather we have been experiencing here and my jaw might as well have fallen off it dropped so much at the sight of her. I got a "hi" off but I don't think she heard it as she was listening to music on her phone. I saw her one last time for the today when I was leaving, she was speaking with Terry, the manager, and she was wearing a new skirt provided for by the company no doubt because it was a horrible thing. Guess I'll see her again next weekend now. :(
The World Cup sweep stakes at the restraunt were drawn last night. I drew the U.S.A.! Fancy that eh? Having had my anti it's "football not soccer" tag for months now, I end up with the country that calls it soccer. Oh well, I think they've got an outside chance of winning it, so I'll now be cheering them on along with my fellow countrymen from England. I shall have to give my expert analysis of the games to all of mindsay now. Perhaps a change of background for the event is in order. BTW the tournament kicks off next Friday.
Anything else to mention?
Oh yes.
One of the waiteress at the restraunt I think likes me, seems to talk and flirt with me a little.
Not to sure what I think of the new Shakira album that came yesterday. Few songs I think are good, may need some time for it to grow on me. Also just come in the post Snow Patrol's "Songs for Polarbears".
Well, goodbye for now,
-S