Borderline @ MindSay 
It's been too many days away from work. There has been a lot of silence, and crazy people don't do well with silence. It makes the noises in our heads louder and more pronounced. I'm watching "Girl, Interupted." That's probably a bad idea...I'm sure that my mother would be thoroughly concerend. Borderlines watching movies about borderlines....(shakes my head.) Nothing good can come of it. (wrinkles my nose.) The question is...can you ever achieve balance? I mean truly, can you ever get back to that place where everything is okay? Yes, we can take our medication and we can do everything on our goal charts. We can believe that a day will come when it isn't such a fucking effort...but the truth is I don't think it ever becomes normal. Some people just have to work harder than others to keep it comfortable for everyone else. Do I really feel that way or is that the way I see things with the foggy glasses that my mind wears sometimes? (Shakes my head.) I don't know. I know that the past and the future collide. And I'm not quite sure how to balance that. Cherry pick the things you loved then with the things that you want now...seems a little too good to be true. I'll never let it backslide into oblivion again. I'm just not sure that what I want, what I crave....so much that I can taste it can ever come into fruition...because I'm me. My standards are too high, they are too exact. I'd rather never know what it feels like to have those things...than to ever again feel the sensation of settling.
You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess
You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection
You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement
You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.
If Your Life Was A Movie, What Genre Would It Be?
Erotic Thriller
You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.
Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.
Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush
Your Birthdate: April 18
You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause.
You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too.
Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others.
You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.
Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years
Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities
Your power color: Crimson red
Your power symbol: Snowflake
Your power month: September
What's Your Religious Philosophy?
You are Agnostic
You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care.<br />
For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine.<br />
You rather focus on what you can control - your own life.<br />
And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.
You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
What Animal Were You In a Past Life?
You Were a Polar Bear
A bit of a loner, you enjoy introspection and solitude.
You are a fighter, and you will seek revenge on those who harm you.
Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language
Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant Garde
You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog.
You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head.
Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent.
You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.
You Should Be A Cancer
What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous
What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand
In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection
In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support
Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure
Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood
You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese
I think these are oddly, true... From just a few questions, they determine parts of my personality! I love quizzes. Any of your thoughts if they are true or not? Though you all havn't met me for the most part, nor know me well, what do I seem like, from what you know? Just curious. I'm open to criticism, I take it well. Don't be afraid to insult me, I want honesty:P
Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!
When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...
And when you're down, your whole world is crashing
Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!
*****shit is that courtney love, i hate her, i'm sorry, why are they comparing me to her??????????*****
yay this one is better:
In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others.
Your caring personality really shines through.
Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out.
But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.