Bof @ MindSay 
Marilyn Manson just recently became my idol about 2 months or so ago. It amazes me how intelligent this guy is. When i first started listening to his music a few months ago, i was like "oh hes singing about outcasts like me. I love this guy!". It wasnt till this weekend after listening to several interviews and speachs of his on youtube to really start to understand him. People blame him for so much crap it sickens me. When columbine happened on April 20, 1999, so many people blamed him for leading these kids into doing that. Why are people always quick to blame Marilyn, and people that dress like that? Was it Marilyn that bugged and hated these kids, or was it the jocks that did that? It was the jocks. I hate how our society is divided like this. If your good at sports, a cheerleader, or an average person whos always joking and laughing you put in high regard. There is no mention of smarts there. Our society says that you can be as stupid as can be, but if you good at tackling people or cheering those kinds of people on from the stands or in front of them wearing an outfit your mr./miss. popular. However, people like me who dont make sports teams, and are angry at the world and just plain out depressed because of those kinds of people picking on you makeing fun of you all the time, your weird and fag/emo/goth/bof who diserves to die. This is what was on Marilyn Mansons speach that i posted on a blog last night, and i thought i share it with you guys because ive been feeling like this for a loong time. Sure, i tried out for cheerleading, but that was so i can try and prove that you can be in a sport where popular people are made, but still be an outcast. But apparently you cant. One of the reasons why im probably an outcast is because im not phsically inclined like that, because people that are physical are the ones with all the friends, getting the girls/guys, and therefore looking down on those who dont. But honestly i dont care about that anymore, because i love sticking up for what i belive in, which is acceptance towards those who are different. If people accepted the columbine kids, would they would of killed so many people? No. Its hate towrds people that causes these kinds of outburts, its hate that causes these people to be angry and depressed, its hate that causes 4 suicides in a week.
R.I.P. Kayla and Laura. I may of not of known you, but i know why you did what you did, and i feel your pain. Your the perfect examples of what all this hate can do to people.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uh0WGhf2s3U
-:(Kristal 
heyhey:)
well todays boxing day and ALOT of my friends are going shopping...lol theyll have fun with the line ups:P Ive decided to wait a few more days to go shopping. I actually have $310 in gift cirtifcates and money because my relatives gave out more gifts when i went to my aunts. Going thee was ok..there was a few things that went wrong like...
-My uncle asking if i was a goth:|
-My brother saying that i deserved to be called a goth, but actually wooda perfered if my uncle said bof instead
-My mom getting drunk and embarrasing the crap outa us like usual:|
-Me almost throwing up on my moms cigarette smoke 
But despite that it was still a pretty good nite:) i got to play alot of pool, watched some halarious videos, and playerd cards with my cousin eric:) So it was a pretty good night:)
Anyways going back to the money i know what im going to do with it:P I'm going to spend most of it on clothes and the rest on other stuff. Humm what do i need for clothes... sox, t-shirts, jeans, sweat pants, sweaters... lol sorry im just making a remider to myself lol:P i havent really decided who im going with yet though..im thinking either blake or amber..lol. well the person whos on first on msn when im on will get to go lol:P well anyways i g2g so ttyl happy boxing day:)
-:)Kristal:)