Body Size @ MindSay

As I was getting ready today I thought to myself.  Girl, you have some wide hips, then a second voice came and said, What are you thinking?! Do you know how many people would die to have a figure even close to yours?  Yes, I know I have been blessed with a nice body that keeps itself the way it is without any help from me, I know I would like to gain a few pound in certain areas but it never works like I want it too.  Then I just started thinking about other peoples body forms and how I really can't tell manys size.  There are a few who I know are overweight and a bit chunky, but that's because they are disproportional and it stands out to my artictic eye (as it's been called by a past art teacher)  Mostly I have no idea if the person is small or large if they are proportional.  Half the time I have to problem that I think they are around my size, then we go shopping and they are looking in the XL section and I feel like my head is going to explode because I can't figure out how they are wearing that.    I wonder if others have this problem and I wonder how the "larger" girl think towards me.

Here's the new deal. When we first moved here, we had to get cholesterol tests.. So it turns out that I'M the only one with a healthy cholesterol. But of course, what the rest of the family eats, I eat. So I think I lost like a thousand pounds.. ok, maybe an exaggeration.. maybe only like 20 pounds, because people keep yelling at me for 'lying' about my weight. But it really isn't my fault at all. My body will only let me take in so much food that it doesn't like before it decides to make feel sick..

One of my most hated foods: Fish
One of the foods they eat the most now: Fish

So, one day, they were having fish and I told mom that I refused to eat any. She told me I had to. And I made ramen, ate that, and refused to eat it anyway. When Step-Dad came home he yelled at me about how if I didn't eat fish the next time we had it, I'd be grounded... And Mom wanders why I'm never home for dinner anymore.

My mom has actually had to start buying separate food for me. Yup. And guess who complains.. None other than: Littlen. Honestly, she's overweight. She NEEDS to diet for her own health. And she's always trying to steal MY food, the stuff she's not suppose to be eating for her health anyway. So now I have to keep my good food in my room.. Like chips and Mountain Dew and stuff. It's not THAT bad, but still.. I do find that from time to time my cereal  and wheat thins to be lower than usual.

Mommy is actually the only one who feels sorry for me. She's also, however, the only one constantly in need of fast food and always breaking her diet.

I'm out, for now...

-MewCutie-