Blur @ MindSay

Haven't posted recently...feel kinda bad yo for being absent from Mindsay for so long.
I've been pretty fucking busy. I've been experiencing so much, hearing so much, feeling so much. And you know that kicks ass.

When you go from taking pix of an overcast city from 24 stories up -- meeting chix who are neck deep in the worldwide goods economy and are working to change it -- while pounding jello shooter after jello shooter, to bolting from a back-door alarm, to bouncing to a killer jungle anthem set, to bombing your heart out in two short pharses on a park bench -- it's pretty overwhelming.

I was able to avoid some touchy subjects with the friends I had wanted to avoid. It was still a pretty dicey situation all the same. And I did manage to meet up with the one guy I needed to see. It was very lucky. I caught him at the instant he was leaving work. Just like, totally perfect. It's so fucking great when your life starts changing for the better...like, when things look up.

Just some of the music I passed through in my travels: Goldie, Outkast, DJ SS, Screen3/Visual-Hybrid, Red One, Mikel Mendia, Bauhaus, Prodigy, Uncut.

And so for right now I'm just chilling pretty much.

.In honor of myself and all I do for this sad world.

My bro has moved out for almost a week and yea, I've got his room for goodness' sake. Something I've been hoping for since I started high school.

 

I've got used to having my own room already. Thought I'd feel weird for at least weeks, so I've got a pretty high degree of adaptability after all. Still miss my little realm of privacy at the upper deck of my parent's bed a little though.

 

Moving my stuff into my new room is fun enough, seeing my new found love being personalized by the Soler photos all around, my books filling up the bookshelf, having a whole deck of shelf dedicated to accessories and most importantly, blasting my room with music late at night without disturbing my parents' sleep.

 

Just now I intruded my room with my army of CDs (I guess there're at least 100+ of them including my bro's collection which is now mine). Found this real old CD I've got when I was in F.2, the soundtrack of Cruel Intentions, never like the movie much but the music's just ace. You've got The Placebo, Blur, Moby, Counting Crows and The Verve in one disc, what more can you ask for?

 

 

 

Listening to this all-time favourite of mine, intepreting the lyrics all over again, got new meanings out of it due to a couple years of maturity.

 

Coffee and TV--Blur

 

Do you feel like a chain store?

Practically floored

One of many zeros

Kicked around bored

Your ears are full but you're empty

Holding out your heart

To people who never really

Care how you are

 

So give me Coffee and TV

History

I've seen so much

I'm going blind

And I'm braindead virtually

Sociability

It's hard enough for me

Take me away from this big bad world

and agree to marry me

So we can start all over again

 

Do you go to the country

It isn't very far

There're people there who will hurt you

Cos of who you are

 

Your ears are full of the language

There's wisdom there you're sure

Til the words start slurring

And you can't find the door

 

So give me Coffee and TV

History

I've seen so much

I'm going blind

And I'm braindead virtually

Sociability

It's hard enough for me

Take me away from this big bad world

and agree to marry me

So we can start all over again

 

 

 

 

But there's this one thing that I still feel when listening to the song...

 

Sociability, it's hard enough for me.

 

I hear this song all the time, but I could never understand the words to the song. So, I finally decided to search the lyrics to it and now it is here.

I still don't know the title of this song.  But I used to call this the "Wooooooooooooo-Hooooooooooooo" song.

today was a mindless blur as i tried to keep my mind focused through my pointless classes. despite staying up till 3:30 or so, i was not able to complete my algebra homework. i knew all the stuff, i just didnt understand what i was expected to do with it. so i stopped and watched tv.

 

math test tomorrow. its really going to be a hit or miss.