Blue Hair Dye @ MindSay

i lounge around watching jazz
musicians strum stretched scales with
blue fingers, blue veins, blue morphine,

blue heroin--their heroine belts blue from
hospital beds bent behind the last curve
of the burnt bridge to your house where

you, blackened and singed, lounge--
watching me dance in blue boots,
scorching through parched men,

and saying 'yes' for the first time,
in a long time, to blue morphine,
blue heroin, and Lady Day who belts blue

across that burnt bridge where you sit
hollowed eyed and waiting under
skies smoking and blackend but blue, blue.

30- go to arlington to get laptop then eat out [23 days til school]

31- nothing woohoo i think [22 days till school]

1- going to see i now pronounce you chuck and larry getting a fergie cd getting my tie dye shirts that i will take pics of [21 days] 

Blue hair looks pretty much out of the window at the moment. Damn it! Mi mum's such a party pooper. She's even tryin to tlk me out of havin it dyed a darker shade of brown perminantly. I still need to find a good hairdressers that dyes hair so if anybody knows one let me know.

Me and kellianne hav also noticed a lack of all creatures blue. I mean, even lemmings have green hair....it really should be blue. I can't even think of anything with blue hair. There needs to be more blue haired things!

Goin home on the train agen today. Out of all of this week the train has been late EVERY DAY! And its gettin progressively later. At least a wasn't sat next to a smoker who decided to 1. Blow smoke in my face every few seconds and 2. Eat some form of pastery with unbelievable loudness. 

i went to school with red streaks in my hair, a black corsetty shirt , my checkered belt and my old graffiti converses.everyone said i looked so much older and cuter.i`ve decided to change my costume to an angel...but i have practice that day until 6!err!i`ll have no time to get ready for the party!and i wanted to straighten and do cute make-up!ugh!but since friday is our home comming game i can have green streaks in my hair!forget school colors i have zero school spirit!but i have alot of band spirit!so imma wear my show shirt and my ribbons around my neck(since a ponytail is out of the question!)and wear green eyeshadow.today jacob was wearing his favorite,and my favorite on him,green and blue polo shirt.it goes really good with his blue eyes and dark brown hair i wonder what he`ll wear to the party?i hope it`s something off the wall sam said he was a chicken last year!

today tory acted funny he told one of his buddies that he liked my long hair and that i looked like a slut.jesse begged for a hug so i gave in and gave him one.red said that there was a movie that reminded him of me called"crazy beautiful"whatev.ew and billy was hitting on me!i got so...uncomfortable.especially since i thought he was gay!

matthew forgave us.i guess because it wasn`t really laxitives it was just regular gum-but we didn`t know that!he gave me a playbill from wicked and jason and heath gave me a little poster and a candy bar that said chicago!he said that he would give my a candy wrapper but i was excited especially about the playbill!that`s cool!i put it in my box of 05 marching wicked stuff.

Just to let everyone know...I HATE drama...i just shouldn't have put up that up there! On a different note, I totally so Santa Clause's clone today...omg it was so freakin' him. scary, isn't it?

I don't know what else to blog about now...I feel like I need to do something totally and radically different! I feel like I'm always the same old me...nothing different! hmm...I should like dye my hair blue...haha that would be great! or maybe just shave it off...umm not that far. i'm not all up for peircing or tattoos either so don't suggest it. any ideas?