Blog Entry @ MindSay

I have no clue what is going on with my farewell tribute

to George Carlin blog entry.

It appears that mindsay's blogging space doesn't match

up with it's Theme spacing and my entry appears

cut off in the margin.

I have tried every editing "trick" I know

to correct it and got nowhere. So, I will

leave it as it stands.

If you'd like to view the whole entry and be able to

access the links please view it with another mindsay

option. ie: You are able to read the whole thing

 if you select to leave me a comment.

If anyone knows the solution kindly advise me

in a comment.  

Man.. life is great..

>I haven't seen Mike (well I have.. but I don't give two flying shits).

>I'm in     LUV   with a wonderful italian boy. (who speaks italian.. *sigh* so hot) Which makes me seem like I fall in love too easily..crap. *shrugs* oh well.

>anyone that has a deviantart account tell me.. I have some of my artwork up (its the sucky stuff right now but I'll post better later.) My name is fullmetal-babe2424

>My mom thinks I'm depressed.. or bipolar, I think I might be too, but no worrys. Shes say that would explain my lack of sleep, not eating, and not being able to concentrate.

>I still want people to review on my friends story.. she has new chapters up and everything.

>I want a cookie.. *grabs cookie*.. now I'm good

hope everyone is satisfied. ^_^

Something strange is in the air. Now i'm not usually one to care about much of anything other than what i believe in......but.......theres something out there. I have a weird feeling inside me, a feeling i dont remember having very often if ever. Its one of those feelings where you think something really bad is about to happen.

That was a blog i forgot to post about a week ago now. oh well

Here is what iv been thinking.....I seem to have neglected my blog just a tad. iv realised that when i sit down to write a blog i dont seem to act like myself. its like i have a sub-concious state of mind that only seems to make itself known when i try to write a blog entry. its weird i know. this "other me" (lets give it a name....we'll call it or him dash seeing as that is what my page is called) is very serious about life and seems to be the complete opposite of who i am. now as i write this down i am very confused, im not sure if its me (drew) talking or if its just dash being all serious and just talking about himself a lot. i think that i discard or neglect my blog because i am affraid of dash. im affraid of the way he thinks, the way he feels. im affraid of what he thinks about and the way he looks at life. dash seems to look at life as something not to be taken lightly, something you have to be very serious about and not stuff around. while I (drew) look at life in a completely different perspective. i see life as something you only have one go at. something that if you take it to seriously you wont have any fun and if you dont have any fun then life is pointless. for those of you who know me well you will know of my love of cars. i realised yesterday that dash is not only on this page he is starting to get out, expand if u will. he is escaping. sometimes when im driving i zone out. its as though nothing else matters except for me, my car, and wats around me. its as though i slip into some sort of trance that is completely focussed on cars or driving but mostly racing or drifting. sometimes my girlfriend taps me on the shoulder to ask if im ok because the look on my face is so serious its scary. sometimes i dont hear her the first time. im really not sure what to make of everything iv just said. it seems that almost all of my blog entries are very jumbled and dont make very much sense. i think dash is a bit mixed up and unfocussed when hes not driving...........or should i say racing?