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Now, I know I should have a topic, but I don't. I'm just gonna rant. It's fun: You get to vent, say random shit, and be totally inappropriate! People will flame me for it though, but hey, that's 3 pros to 1 con.
So my computer's mouse is out of juice. I hate that. It's a wireless and ball-less (I know what you thought when I said that) mouse. It's nice when you don't need to worry about cleaning the ball chamber (again, I know what you thought when I said that) or giving the wire space to move.
But it can be a set back: when it runs low, it will turn itself off whenever it's not in use every 5 seconds; you need to press a little button on the bottom of it to turn it back on. And I'm lazy, so I'm not going to replace the battery until it's fully empty. Stupid piece of crap...
In other news, my school's annual fund raiser named "The Drive" it up and running. For those of you who have no idea what I'm talking about, meaning all of you, it's technically our Mid-Winter break. We have half-days for a week, with no homework of tests.
Every day ends with an all school assembly where we're entertained and enticed to sell $1 tickets to everyone we can get. If I sell enough, I could win stuff like a Zune, or, if I was lucky enough, get all the money I got from people back. So if I sold $500, I win $500. In actuality, I never get past $210, so yeah.
For those who don't win fabulous prizes, if the whole school sells enough, we start getting Fridays off. Yeah, 4 day weeks and 3 day week-ends (I wish Sprint incorporated this into my cell phone plan).
As for what happens during the half-days, we go to homeroom and watch movies, etc. for 30 minutes before we go to our classes. But my homeroom always watches Seinfeld, so it's not really a big change (HA! I told you I would mention it).
But this is a double edged sword: Our teachers need to squeeze in more information into 4 days instead of 5. We usually get at least 10 Fridays off. So they last to the end of the school year. Yay!
Any way, my mp3 player is almost dead. It's 512mb piece of crap, and I'm glad that it's approaching the Styx. Because it'll get me an excuse to buy a Zune. Sure, I could just buy one, but my parents would accuse me of wasting my money...blah blah blah.
My guild in Guild Wars is dead. My sister and I are running the remaining 4 members of it on 1 account....Which we barely have time to get on anyway. We're hoping that people will recruit others because we made them all officers now and it will grow without much of our effort.
I'm considering getting a new game for my DS, but I don't know which one to get. I want Mega Man ZX, Final Fantasy III, or Castlevania Portal of Ruin, or Castlevania Dawn of Sorrow but my chances of getting any of them are pretty slim because my parents will admonish me for buying a game that I won't have time for....That's what an emulator is for. Right?
Well for those of you who were patient enough to read the torrent of thoughts I've been wanting to vent, I thank you and would like to remind you that Valentines Day is only 3 days away (so your girlfriend/wife doesn't yell at you). Laterz.
Blah blah blah blah Tired blah blah blah blah Fat blah blah blah blah Lazy blah blah blah blah Fucktard Blah blah blah blah
Angst over 30 is soooooOOOOooOOOo unattractive.
The weather is hot/cold/hot/cold/hot/freezing kind of like me.
I want to be invisible again for a while. People are difficult to understand, I don't know what they want. i don't understand why talking about each other and picking apart what OTHER people do is so central to too many conversations (from picking apart people you know, to the famous or political or culturally different). I want to just BE.
I want to be able to say a simple sentence without my "friend" needing to correct it and tell me the "right"way to do/say/be anything. I want to understand how to deal with people, I really do - but it seems that the real solution is to avoid them whenever possible - otherwise you get caught up in the strange games they play, games I don't really understand.
I'm going to go read, reading is good... Invisible, made-up people who stay put when I close the book.
Confused,
Eris