Blah @ MindSay

Being sick blows.

 

I know this is not a life-changing revalation, but I just wanted to point it out.

Oh, and the internet is evil.

yes it's been a lousy week. I am obsessing about the  HIGH deck my neighbors are building without a permit (and  yes I reported them because it is shoddy work and they have a contractor who should know better and just because the injustice of it all bugs the hell out of me. They applied for a permit, were denied and started building anyway) .

And I have been feeling blue and anxious, having bad dreams. and my cat threw up on the bed while we were  sleeping. It was a pain to change the sheets in the middle of the night but I felt so sorry for her.

and today I got my teeth cleaned and they found a cavity. I have not had a cavity in 30 years. but they took care of it right away with no Novocaine.. so that was good.. I guess. I feel that I am channeling beccabunny with less obscenity.

If I ran the world it would be a better place- kinder quieter, more personal boundaries, less strife and more autonomy as long as you are being respectful of others.  --- but I bet all tyrants say that don't they? arg

OK, I have been posting a lot of Blah blah blah stuff lately, and I am gonna go program after I'm done writing this but this is just going to be what every my head tells my fingers to type :)

So... the other day after Gym when waiting for Mr. McHecknee I saw Janine (an Ex-friend since she decided that she hates me) and it was hella awkward, she just looked at me with pity but discuss and I turned around cause I knew I had a sad face.... my face felt red.
And now I am sure that me and her will never be friends again, she cares about Matt enough to kill her friendship with me, but you know, shes known him for 6 or 7 months, shes only known me since grade seven, and shes dating him, so its worth losing me (sarcasm)
   I should have known when she "broke my heart" the first time (sounds so juvenile but what ever) but I tried again, and it went well, I had good intention and it failed.

Soo... this will be the last time you read about her, I'm sick of it; sick of her caring more about someone shes known for 1/6 the time shes known me.
So I'm done, this will most likely be the last time you hear the word "Janine" in any of my blogs. I no longer love her and I can be focused on guitar and programing now that she might as well be dead to me-
I know I know.... sounds harsh, but its true. I've tried fixing it, I got blocked, she obviously feels the same way about me, so its over.

sorry that it comes off so bitter, but this has been on my chest for a while.

(if your reading this Janine, good bye.)

My sister has franchise where she throws kids' birthday parties. It's a good business and the parties have various themes.

 

Today I'm supposed to help her with a luau / hula party, but I'm not in a shiny, happy, party mood.  I told her I would help her so I will. I just hope I can paste on a convincing enough smile and muddle through two hours of birthday shennanigans.

My car's exhaust has a crack in it apparently, making it sound like it's been turbo'd up. Cool in a way, but it can't be good for it and it won't be good for my wallet.

It's going for the MOT on Monday anyway, so it can wait til then, hopefully the guys at the garage will help out.

In other news, for some reason, the muscles in my back have been playing up again, I felt really stiff yesterday. I'll live, but it gets annoying.