Bk @ MindSay

so i have some BK. i havn't really felt like making my own food lately.




does that happen to anybody else?

7th of November, BK Crew Pary at Rainbow's End, it was such a fun!

Today I worked from 10am to 4pm. It was not that bad, except the weather, that rained for the whole day. One thing really bugs me is that the two customers, a mother and her son, they just came for a cheese burger kids meal. After I searved the order, the mother led her son out of the door, and she held the unbrella for him. This image can't disappear in my mind. I just feel so weird. I feel lucky for that kid, to having such a good mother. But still, I kind of miss the feeling of being a kid. And I didn't go to MacD or BK that often, when I was in China (twice a year). So when I looked at the kid and I kind of felt that, for him to eat at BK was such a fortunate thing and, happy. Especially kids meal, when you can't wait to open the gift and see what's inside.

It's been either sunny or cloudy, for the last couple of days, today it's finally raining for Auckland. But I don't think Aucklanders like rainy weather, because not being able to play rugby, no pinic near the beach and so on. And they have to drive cars as well if they want to go out. But I think rainy weather makes me feel that home is warmer and safer than outside. I will feel lucky to stuck inside the house and look at ther rains through the window. Of course I don't want to go to school in a rainy weather, as I have to walk for 10 minutes to school. So that still, I would like to give up the feeling of warmer home, for a more convinient "trip" to school everyday.

"Can't you just make the burgers and stop talking?" my questioning to Danny.
"Yeah, you can come and make it yourself then," he replied
"Sure!" I went into the kitchen and started paving the mayonaise on the toasted buns.

We didn't talk to each other today, and I don't know why it turned out to be such a crisis. I was grumpy on Friday night, because I was quite depressed, by the fact that I didn't finish my physic electricity paper. But that was not the main problem, until I felt like everyone was saying something to depress me and overwhelme me. I knew he was not intent to saying that, because I always thought human was a honest species.

The kitchen was changed, massively and unpredictably. I was told to watch the vedio that trained us. I still remembered the last Friday night, when  I was working, I was grumpy too. I was watching the vedio, and Lauren and Danny grabbed the remote and played with the DVD player. I was angry that time, but I lay to them that I wasn't. Maybe because I was too tired to say so. Until this Friday, even Danny's little words had spoiled me, to a point that I didn't want to talk to him. "Don't fucking order me doing this and that!" I was murmuring in my heart. I did not want to hurt my mates' feeling, but somehow my personality led me to a destructive outcome, when people thought I was not capable.

I am going to work tomorow too. I like morning, especially the sunny morning breeze. New Zealand's Fathers' Day, I cooked my stepdad a breakfast today, not really cooked, but just some biscuits and boiled egg in milk. But I know it can mean something to me: that even a small thing you do to show your understanding of others, could bring happiness. So when I can start to understand Danny's unmotivation, Lauren's naughtiness, Jay's speaking, Micky's frustration...... See, I start complaining again. But I know that I can't do anything without those people that I just said, cheers mates.