Biopsy @ MindSay 
- Biopsy came back all good. Go back in for another pap in October.
- Moving is going pretty well.
- I have been feeling rather woozy since yesterday. Slept most of the day today.
- Ben has the flu or something. Since he got home around 2, he has been puking 5-6 times per hour. I have a feeling there isn't going to be much sleep for either of us tonight.
- One of Ben's coworker's wives (this guy is probably one of Ben's best friends) kicked him out last night. So as of two this afternoon, there are now three adults here. The only bed right now is the one that Ben and I sleep in and the couch is in super rough shape.
First thank you to atticsmouse , mamajo , and myclette for giving me encouraging words:D You guys are the greatest!
I feel a little bit better today. Even though I cleaned up the kids' heads, I am keeping home again today. Their heads are sore from the dayum shampoo. Plus once I get the last of the bedding and laundry washed in steaming hot water, I am going to treat their heads with veggie oil like Kym suggested. I refuse to be like other parents, treat once and then send back to school. I treated w/ the shampoo and today with veggie oil and next week with the shampoo again.
I rearranged my doctor appointments, I didn't want to go anywhere yesterday or today. I wanted to get my house back together. The doctor got back to me on what I thought was scar tissue from a mole biopsy, he wants to open it completely up and see what is going on because it isn't exactly scar tissue nor is it a skin tag. Once he sees what is going on in it he is going to completely remove the thing off and send it off for another biopsy. That is next week. I also changed my GI Surgan appointment to next week.
It rained all day yesterday to the point I had water coming out of the old orchard and streaming down the enbakment (how the hell do you spell that word?) on my drive and I have standing water in the one flat portion of my yard and in what use to be my garden. I am counting my blessings though that we arne't in the areas of NE, SD, and IA that are experancing flooding. It has been doing nothing but raining for about two weeks. My lawn looks like a dayum jungle! I bet if I look out there today sometime I will see minature monkey's swing from the grass and forest elephants and all those great animals! Last night I heard my pup Dooley just going crazy barking, whinning, growling, and moaning so I went out in the storm and the sky was a funky blue green. Well I wasn't about to screw with a possible tornado coming through so I unchained Dooley, rounded up the cats and brought them in. Ran down to the small barn and made sure the feral cats had a blanket and then moved the vechiles back about 50 feet from the house drive. We have an old tree that needs to come down and if a heavy enough storm comes through it will go down. Randy and my Uncle have been just waiting for the rain to stop to bring over a loader to stablize the tree while Randy goes up the tree and start bringing down branches before they bring the tree completely down.
Yesterday evening, we went down to my parents hosue so my mom could come through my hair thankfully I didn't have any nits, eggs, or bugs! I would have been soooooooooo pist! My hair may only be down to my shoulders but it is all one length and thick ass hell! Then they kept us for BLT sandwhichs and Papo took each of the kids down to his shop and had a lil chit chat with them. All he would tell me was that he asked them to continue helping me out. I am wondering if he didn't pull the whole responsiblilty thing on them:D
After we came home from dinner, I put some veggie oil w/ tea tree oil on the kids heads and sent them to bed. I sat down and just vegitated! I read 3 smut books and listened to George Clinton and Patra until about midnight and then I finally went to bed. I got up at 5:30 and started working on laundry again. I checked the kids and told them to go back to sleep and then called the school about 7:30 to let them know they wouldn't be in again today. I didn't have dial tone! I was like dayum I wonder if there are lines down somewhere! I went outside and realized that my lines were underground so I ran up the hill and asked my Auntie if she had phones. They have above ground lines. Yep. So I used the cell phone. Still drizzling outside and here I am dodging a Great Dane Pup with a soccer ball in mouth wanting to play, moving around the drive trying to find decent signal and it booms and the sky lights up and starts down pouring..........again! I finally got the call made to the school. Turned around and called the phone company and Steve got out here with in 5 minutes and fixed a broken line to the house. The whole time laughing at Dooley. My dog has serious issues with people but mainly men! He kept barking, moaning, and occasionally growling at Steve! It never fails I get the dogs that have mental issues!
I got my phones back, loaded dishes, have done more laundry, made bacon, eggs, and toast for breakfast, and took my meds. Sebrina is a bit put out with me because this is the second day I have missed meeting her up at Native Curves for our workout but she also understands. Today I am hoping to have my house completely back from all the washing and so happy that I dont' have to go anywhere today. Okay to the store to get a pack of cigs.
There are some things you never want to hear. You never want to hear your small child say "uh-oh", you never want to hear that same child scream in pain. You never want to hear your dentist (or proctologist) say "Oooh, I don't like the look of that".
You never want to hear a telephone call start with the words: "I'm sorry to have to tell you this ..."
I heard some of those words a couple of weeks ago. The words were:
"Uh, yeah, we're going to have to do a biopsy on that."
For me, the word "biopsy" has only one meaning, it means:
"you have cancer and we need to see how bad it is."
My doctor was very relaxed about the whole thing and assured me that he was 80% sure it wasn't cancerous and that everything would be just hunky-dory. Lumps are not always "lumps".
"No worries" he says, "we'll do a little cut and then we'll know the results the same day. I'll book you in for two weeks from today."
TWO FUCKING WEEKS!! Meanwhile, I spend the next 14 days looking at this stain on my neck every time I get within cooey of a mirror or any other reflective surface. Not that I was worried you undertsand. How sure is "80%" anyway?
So today I went in and had a small peice of my skin taken away to a lab somewhere. The really funny part is that this tiny little cut (2mm) required a huge, clown bandage. I swear the thing looks like a had a tattoo removed. People in the street are staring at it! Mind you, a lot of blood comes from such a small cut. eeeww.
So much for knowing the results the same day, I'm now told it will be another 72 hours before 'we' get results. I guess it doesn't matter really, I mean if it's bad it won't be any worse in 72 hours and if it isn't, who cares?
I still can't believe the size of this bandage, I'm sure he put it there as a joke.
... I'd do anything that you wanted me to do...
So Thursday morning I get a call from my doctor telling me that all my tests came back normal. And my first response was "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!" She's told my dad and I that I have the C. Difficile. So I dealt with it and was just upset in general over it. I don't see her until May 3 because she is taking a week off. So I calmed down, and my dad came home. We went and saw American Dreamz followed my dinner at Macaroni Grille. <3 Yum. The movie pretty much sucked.
Friday was the highlight of my week. Shawn came over at 12pm and we spent most of the afternoon together. First we went to the mall, I got two bras, one with matching panties. Then we went back to my place and had some fun for the first time in a looooooong time. I love seeing him. When he slipped inside of me a tingle went up my back and my entire body was covered with goosebumps. He was getting close so I decided to be a tease. I pulled away. Then his dominant side stepped in. "Are you playing hard to get?" he asked.. I responded with "I don't know how to play that game"... so he grabbed me by the hips and slid himself into me hard, and just started banging away... I ran my nails down his back and that drove him nuts, holding each other tight, kissing, nibbling, kissing. After he finished we cuddled for a bit until the last minute that he had to go. It was great. Great. Great. Great.
This morning I woke up with a bladder infection. :\ I felt it coming on last night at the gym and when I woke up I could realy tell I was gonna get one. So I went to urgent care this morning, did the pee test and I have a bladder infection. 10million times better than a urinary tract ifnection - because those burn like a bitch. The doctor gave me antibiotics and some releiving stuff that turns my pee orange. So. Fun stuff. That's about all for now.
I need to go to the gym.
So I called my doctors office and asked them to have the doctor call me back as soon as possible, and she did.
I have the C. Difficile infection still. I've had it since June, it's been treated twice by Flagyl with no response. I told her this and she said that it was "very rare" to have that happen, so she wants to do an Upper GI on me. Which I don't want. So I called Billings, MT to bitch out the records department for not sending the records and so maybe that'll help.I reeeeally don't want to go through an upper GI again. I think it was worse than a colonoscopy. So then she says "this could be a sign of a serious underlying problem", there's my stress level bolting. So I'll see her May 3 at 3:30pm to get a 'game plan'. Some things she mentioned were me going off of immodium AD (hell no) or staying a few nights at the hospital for observation (scary). So. That's it for that doctor.
I finally sat down and looked over the preferred providers list of mental health professionals and picked one. I schedualed an appointment to meet with her on Thursday at 1pm.
I went to Best Buy and bought a cable, a couple CDs and a DVD player, that went on the credit card because I asked.
Then I went to Old Navy and bought two pairs of jeans and two tank tops. :) Go me.
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