Bestfriends @ MindSay

"I love you" means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you're in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. "I love you" means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly. Your my world, my life, my everything.
I Love You More Than Anything
Your The Reason I Breathe
Your The Reason I Wake Up Every Morning
If I Lost Everything I Had, I Know I'd Be Okay
Because I Have The Most Important Thing I Could Ask For, You
Your The Only Person That Can Make My Heart Beat Faster
And Slower At The Same Time
You Make Me Look Forward To Everyday
Just Because I Know I Get To Spend Them With You
Your The Most Amazing Person I've Ever Met
You've Completely Changed My Outlook On Life
And Even During The Roughest Times I Want You To Be There
Because No One Can Pull Me Out Of Them Like You Can
Your The Only Person That Can Make Me Want More Out Of Life
You Made Me Believe In True Love
You Made Me Believe In Soul Mates
You Made Me Believe In Everything Happening For A Reason
Your My One And Only
I Love You

So, I'm back! Nope I'm not dating that Steven kid anymore, no sir-e.

Now I'm with James Harrington, we've been together for almost 5 months (my longest relationship!!!).

This may not be somethign you want to hear but we lost our virginity to eachother, kind of a big deal guys.  I'm glad it was him though, ya know that feeling? Yuppp.

 

Uhm, March 11th I turned 17! GASP! I got my permit a couple of months ago (yea yea I'm slow to get things taken care of).

 

I toured my first college a couple weeks ago!  MassArt (Massachusetts College of Art and Design) it was amaaazing and soon I'm touring Hampshire College.

 

OOO I just spotted a male cardinal outside, SOOO gorgeous!!! OO and I also spy robins!

 

annyyyways. Uhm, Life's been great, my Junior year has been a blast, my grades are amazing (A's, B's and a steady C in algebra II).

 

I dunno what else to tell ya!  Things are looking up for once, big time! Oh! That kid Dave I mentioned in my last blog, yea we're best friends now haha, I'm not even kidding when I say that me and him are like the same person, it's intense haha.  And I'm still best friends with Cheyenne of course!! She was sick today ): my poor darling.

 

Alrighty Then!

I'm outtiee.

 

 

PEACE&[insert hearts]  

i wrote this for my friend when she turned 15 year old.

You are like a red rose sitting in a field.
You see the world around you and its dieing, but everyones attention is drawn to you.
You are a free spirit that brings peace of mind o everyone you meet.
That is why i am writing this for you, you must know that i am like one of those black roses, dieing slowly.
But you have braught me peace of mind.
and now my petals are red vibrant.
Dont ever let your petals turn black.
Now that would be the end of my world.

Im am so blessed to have so many friends, real friends.. who inspite of all my imperfections had been there thru thick and thin, happy and sad moments. I cannot asked for more, I may not be blessed to have that perfect family, still I can find the love and care that I need from my bestfriends. As for the moment, I got 4 lovely bestfriends. 2 boys and 2 girls.. Perfect ryt??

 

Jork, my super bestfriend since 1st year high school.. This guy is so amazing, and thats the reason why I have actually fallen for him but that was before, glad that were able to maintain the friendship after the breakup, and im missing him so much now, its been years since last saw him. If there would be a guy that id marry it wud be him..

 

Mcfloat, my superman, hehe, Ive known this guy since 2yr college, and it was just one our 3rd yr that we'd been closer. He's not as sweet as jork but he;s the nicest guy in the whole world! I can testify to that even his friends, hes a true gentleman and he hugs so damn good..hehe.. He'l let you make feel secured and safe evrytime ur with him and he hates to judge people.. I cant live without this guy.. He's the most important person in my life ryt now.. well along wid the other 3 of course..

 

Krizzy, my sweety hearty.. i love her so much, shes just so funny, so independent, so sexy and gorgeous.. evrybody loves her.. we shop together, watch movie together, go to church together, were always together.. she always uplifts my spirit.. and she believes in me so much.. she's just so dear, and so sweet..

 

Girly, well this gal is kinda diff from them.. :) wer kinda close but not that much, weve been classmates in our college years, been seatmates, she always shares her funniest and wildest deeds wid her boo, and you know taught me some greeny greeny stuffs..:) which im not familiar wid before, tnx to her.. hehe, she may not always there when i need her, (coz shes always bc wid her boo) but she knows how to make me laugh.. and thats enough for me, and why she's dear? coz she told me that im her bestfriend now, isnt that sweet? oww..

 

Im so lucky to have 4 diff people, who makes my life worthy. And I love them so much:)

 

 

 

Is it okay to tell your best friend that you "love" them eventough they are the oppisite sex?