Well where I am its really dark and overcast. its depressing. But its Alright, because i JUST finished watching Straight from the Heart with one of my favorite actors ...Andrew McCarthy <3333. Someone I would gladly throw myself at without the fear of looking desperate. And that's REALLY saying something because I don't and will not chase anyone. I guess I'm a bit old fashioned. I just don't see the fun in chasing someone, I mean if the person is really for me then some stroke of fate will happen and voila! haha no, it probably doesn't work like that. I don't know, I can't say anything on the subject really, because I've never been in love. But who knows? maybe one day in the distant future it will happen....and maybe it won't. But no more on the subject because I will probably jinx myself. haha.
Wow. It's been a hell of a long time since I logged on here. Damn you, my retarded mind. >< Anyways...What have I been up to since October? Joined a new college course (din't like a lot of people in my class.) Spent money here, there and everywhere and still manage to have quite a bit left. (around £160, which is quite a bit to me.) Got my computer completly resetted when it died. Looked after said computer. Downloaded a shit load of music. Went to a shrink (i'm crazy...) Came out my shell a lot more. Got drunk, fell asleep on eric's stairs XD (fun.) Lol'd when Nic said she ran into a tree when drunk, made Amv's (will post.), uh... bought Manga, Naruto Items, Final Fantasy Items, Sakuma-San (My black cat pluchie. =3) had chirstmas, texted my brother for my mother when he went to australia to 6 weeks, (he got back just yesterday.), did fuck all in college half the time. Discovered Galaxy Hot Choco, went to Newcastle, spent £150+, gotears pierced, got stuck in the middle of a three way fight between friends, got my hair dyed electric blue... and I think that's it. Well all I can remember. Fun times.
i just cant figure any thing out i'm just so confused but my mind all like being stupid and its making me mad every time i try to talk to someone i well most the time end up saying some thing stupid! but what can i do life goes on well its just
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