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התאחדות הספורט המוטורי הבינלאומית (FIA) אשר מארגנת, בין השאר, את מרוצי הפורמולה 1, החליטה היום שלא להדיח את נשיא ההתאחדות, מקס מוזלי, למרות קריאות להתפטרותו בעקבות פרשת אורגיית מין סאדו מזוכיסטית עם מאפיינים נאציים בה היה מעורב, אשר נחשפה לפני מספר שבועות. ההחלטה שלא להדיח את מוזלי, בן 68, התקבלה ברוב של 103 מול 55, וכעת צפוי מוזלי לשמש בתפקיד נשיא ההתאחדות עד תום כהונתו באוקטובר 2009. הצהובון הבריטי "ניוז אוף דה וורלד" חשף את הפרשה (סאדו-מזו-נאצית) לפני מספר שבועות, ואף העלה לאתר האינטרנט שלו סרטון וידאו בו נראה מוזלי יחד עם מספר נערות ליווי שגילמו תפקידי חיילים נאצים ואסירים במחנות ריכוז, בעת משחק מיני סאדו-מזוכיסטי. העיתון תיאר את האירוע כ"אורגיה חולנית נאצית סאדו מזוכיסטית", וטען שמוזלי שילם כ-5,000 דולר במזומן תמורת חמש שעות. בסרטון הווידאו שחשף העיתון לבשו שתיים מהנשים מדי אסירים בשחור לבן, ומוזלי נראה צועק בגרמנית כשהוא מצליף באחת הנשים עם חגורת עור. "היא צריכה להיענש יותר" הוא צועק במבטא גרמני. בשלב אחר בסרטון אחת הנשים מחפשת כינים בשיערו. לאחר מכן, מוזלי, עירום, נקשר כשפניו כלפי מטה ואשה שלישית מצליפה בו יותר מ-20 פעמים. העיתונות הבריטית, אשר עסקה בפרשה באופן נרחב, הזכירה בהקשר זה את מוצאו המשפחתי של מוזלי. אביו, אוסווד מוסלי, היה ראש המפלגה הפשיסטית הבריטית וחסיד של היטלר. את שנות מלחמת העולם השנייה הוא בילה במאסר ביחידת דיור מיוחדת עם אשתו ובנו, התינוק מקס. בעקבות השערורייה הודה מוזלי כי השתתף באירוע סאדו-מזוכיסטי, אולם הוא הכחיש את הטענות שהיו בו מוטיבים נאציים. מאתר: www.haaretz.co.il

My new slave was doing so well till last week.  I knew punishment was in order, but it became obvious that that was what he desired when he continued to do things obviously wrong. 

He first didn't call or email when leaving town, so he missed our scheduled day and time.  He next didn't bring what i had ordered for lunch, but had instead brought something completely different.  Then when he finally arrove it was an hour late with no call, and when I called, he had cut off the ringer till he was there.

Now why is it that these boys don't grasp that punishment doesn't necessarily mean spanking.  It means a consequence of action dictated by those in authority which is given in a way so unpleasant as to discourage one from ever making the same mistake twice.

As a sadist I find no pleasure in administering punishment.  I find causing pain a bore and sometimes even an annoyance when it is required rather than done because it merely pleases Me.  I do not give punishment when enraged, nor do I yell.  I think such things are a sign of a Dominants lack of self control, and therefore an opening to be manipulated easily by their emotions and ego... and some bottoms are not really submissive so they often delight in provoking Dommes in this state.

In punishment there is no consensual negotiation.  In punishment there are no safe words.  In punishment there is no compassion in the act, and no warming up.  Any compassion afterwards is to the discretion of those administering or sentencing the punished slave.

Up until this point, he was a very good boy.  He had been good beyond that of most I have met seeking to be My slave.  I did take this into consideration and though I used My favorite and most brutal paddle, I did not lay into him with the true might of My naturally heavy hand.  I also didn't give more than 100 strokes.  Regardless his ass was deeply marked by the light lacquered pine paddle with in the first strike.

That paddle is so light it flies with no effort so when I desire to, I can paddle non-stop for an hour with out tiring.  It is so slick and light that I knew I had to gag hi before we started because the screams would have been loud, and we already were going to be too noisy with each swooping "whack".

When done his ass was solidly colored very dark and the flesh was swollen and thick.  I now won't be able to use him in shoots till he has returned to normal, so his usefulness will be limited for the time being... though I will be seeing him tomorrow to follow up on how he is doing after today.  Till then I will be playing with others who had been waiting for a chance.

The weeks just seem to be getting more and more busy. I have been sessioning more than ever lately, and this month My roommate will be moving out so I have put off videos till at least the 1st.

Also, with the roommate moving out I am looking to work on building more stuff for the dungeon, and possibly converting more space in the house to playspace.

This means that there is a slave position being opened for building slaves. I have 2 current possible applicants for the position.

Regardless, dungeon construction and video shoots both have to wait a couple of weeks till the roommate has fully moved out.

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I've been reluctant to post my BDSM fascination on here, mainly because it's such a controversial issue. Not only that, but it's frowned upon in our society. I think the main reason why people react so negatively to it, is that they don't understand it. They assume that it's all about a bunch of "nutjobs" whacking each other with sticks. That's not true, at all.

Sadomasochism is a defined mental illness in any of the psychology books I've read, but it's a part of me. I'm a masochist, and I can't deny that any more than the fact that I'm submissive sexually. Now, does that mean that I'm a weak little female that lets men walk all over me? Hell no! I think my previous blog entries can deter people from thinking that. I can have a much bigger guy on the floor within seconds. I'm strong, and that is why I can submit. It takes true strength to submit to someone.

Well, my mind has been wandering. The past few weeks I've been looking up more and more info on it, and the more I learn, the more I want this. I decided to join a BDSM dating site, not looking for a partner, but looking for people into the scene, to learn more. Well let me tell you, I've gotten the most annoying messages. These guys, ordering me around, and acting like I owe them something because I happen to be submissive.

First of all..back off. I owe you nothing. You haven't earned my respect.
Two, you're NOT my Dom. My Dom has to earn my submission
Three, keep calling me "girl" and I'll internet slap you straight across your face.

This had led to several conclusions that I must be a Domme. I am not a Domme, and I know this for sure. I receive no pleasure from being sadistic. I just don't deal with people's crap, and my lifestyle dominant side comes out when people mess with me.

But so far it's been interesting. I'm gaining so much knowledge about what I want, and how I can eventually have it.

Other than that, today was a great day. I went to see The Dark Knight with some of my friends. . . but all day I kept thinking about Justin, which made me extremely depressed. Then I was even more depressed because I saw a guy that happened to look just like Dave. 

Dave...

Ha. What a loser.

I actually realize that now. He had to use me, some 16 year old kid, to feel Dominant and good about himself. How pathetically dumb of him. But at least some good came out of our relationship. I learned more about my sexuality. It's getting easier to mentally slap myself when I feel my emotions getting out of hand.

Sometimes I need a good slap.