Bad Day @ MindSay

Ever the bookworm, I was browsing a collection of children's books which were still in my kitchen left over from when my little cousins visited. One is called First Tomato by Rosemary Wells and concerns a little girl bunny who has had an all-around rotten day. A fairy godmother-type character from the Bunny Planet visits and shows her the day that should have been.  The day that should have been is completely different, and much better, and involves the little bunny's mother sending her to the garden to pick a tomato, and there's just one ripe one - the first tomato - and her mother makes her First Tomato Soup.

The concept of "the day that should have been" intrigued me.  How many nights have I lain in bed thinking of things I should have done or said, things I wish I hadn't done or said, and otherwise just wishing my day had gone differently? Wishing that I had made different decisions, wishing that a lot of things, both big and small, had just been different.

To regret past actions is useful only if I learn from the experience.  I pray every morning  that God will prevent me from doing and saying things I'll later regret, that He will use me for His purposes and glory, and that I may know His will and strive to do it.  Hopefully, my "days that should have been" will be few and far between!

Tomorrow it's back to school for me.  Ok, days I have to work are "days that should have been" --- vacation!!!  :o)

Why must you be so slow???

Gosh today is again not my day!

UGH!!!!!



But this was funny...

Tee Jay: What are you doing?
Hollye: I'm right behind you.
Tee Jay: No your not
Hollye: Yes I am
Tee Jay: No your Not
Hollye: YES I AM!!!!! ARGGGGG
Tee Jay: NO YOUR NOT!!!
Hollye: Why you so silly???
Tee Jay: Why you so SILLY???
Hollye: I love you
Tee Jay: Thats what I've been told
Hollye: *Signs Out*

Dixie currently feels:

Saddened

 

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Today's good points:

 

• Adam came over for a little bit, and we listened to Maximum The Hormone for about three hours - the same song on loop, coz it's mint. :)
• Adam said my hair smelt nice - which is a very rare phrase coming from him. :)
• I got some more of my music sorted out.
• I went on a downloading fit.
• I made some stuff on Photoshop.
• I found some new things to draw.
• I ate lots of pizza.
• Adam's coming down tomorrow too.
• It's twenty-past 5, and I'm WIDE AWAKE. I'm not gonna sleep.
• I downloaded the best Maximum The Hormone song EVER... One of my favourite songs now.

 

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Today's bad points:

 

• The events with Emily today were rollercoaster.
• I had more thoughts about getting SR out again.
• I didn't do my coursework, now I'm panicking.
• I have EVEN MORE stuff to organise after my downloading fit.
• I got my period without realising, and got blood all over myself.
• I have no energy to do anything.
• I'm gasping for more Pepsi, but we don't have any left.
• I've tried to get more good points than bad, but I don't know how the day's actually gone...

 

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Today's picture:

 

 

I made that on Photoshop, by modifying an older picture I'd drawn before.

I think it's rather good for a five minute job. :)

 

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Today's lists:

 

 

Dixie's current favourite songs:

 

1. Less Talk, More Rokk - Freezepop
2. Chu Chu Lovely Muni Muni Mura Mura Purin Purin Boron Nururu Rero Rero - Maximum The Hormone
3. Wait And Bleed - Slipknot
4. Rosenrot - Rammstein
5. Southpaw - Double You
6. Absolute - Thousand Foot Krutch
7. There's Gotta Be Something Better Than This - Sweet Charity
8. Prayer Of The Refugee - Rise Against
9. Bed Of Razors - Children Of Bodom
10. Laid To Rest - Lamb Of God

 

Dixie's current favourite YouTube videos:

 

1. Chu Chu Lovely Muni Muni Mura Mura Purin Purin Boron Nururu Rero Rero (Live)
2. Lima's Red Shoes
3. Do You Come Here Often?
4. What's That String?
5. Beauty Tips
6. Keeping Up Appearances Outtakes
7. Smackhead with her hand caught in a letterbox!
8. Will You Go To Prom With Me?
9. Spelling Bees Are Serious Shit!
10. Is it a penis?

 

Dixie's current favourite flash games:

(Do a damn Google search, you had enough out of me with the YouTube links! :P)

 

1. Aggressive Alpine Skiing
2. The Impossible Quiz
3. Supermarket Shag
4. Monkey Dude
5. 30K Starfighter

 

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Today's consumed edibles:

 

- 10" chicken & bacon stuffed crust pizza

- 2 pints of Pepsi Max, with ice

- 10 Quality Street chocolates

- 2 Chicago Town meat feast pizzas

 

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Today's randomness:

 

Remember in my last blog I took the rip out of some songs from Guitar Hero 3?

Well I'm going to do the same now, only with Freezepop songs. :)

 

Plastic Shit

(Plastic Stars)

 

Shit King

(Chess King)

 

Less Talk, More Shit

(Less Talk, More Rokk)

 

Get Ready 2 Shit

(Get Ready 2 Rokk)

 

Duct Tape My Shit

(Duct Tape My Heart)

 

Science Genius Shit

(Science Genius Girl)

 

Shitpower

(Brainpower)

 

 

Aww, Freezepop aren't funny...... :(

 

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Today's joke:

 

 

What's big and red, and sits in the corner?

 

- An embarrassed elephant. :)

 

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Today's questions:

 

 

What is your favourite ice-cream flavour?

- Vanilla, especially with chocolate or toffee sauce.

 

What is your favourite smell?

- Lavender! If you put lavender near me when I'm angry, I'll suddenly grow very affectionate and quiet, and want to rub my head on your neck.

 

What are your most hated bands/artists?

- Good Charlotte, James Blunt, Marylin Manson, Simple Plan & Rhiannon

 

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And finally...

 

Today's song lyrics:

 

Shadow Of The Moon - Blackmore's Night

 

In the shadow of the moon,
She danced in the starlight
Whispering a haunting tune
To the night...

Velvet skirts spun 'round and 'round
Fire in her stare
In the woods without a sound
No one cared...

Through the darkened fields entranced,
Music made her poor heart dance,
Thinking of a lost romance...
Long ago...

Feeling lonely, feeling sad,
She cried in the moonlight.
Driven by a world gone mad
She took flight...

"Feel no sorrow, feel no pain,
Feel no hurt, there's nothing gained...
Only love will then remain,"
She would say...

 

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i didn't have a good day today. i've been having to go pee a lot lately, i mean a lot and i haven't been able to make it outside all the time. this morning gma took me out and she said i went 4 times in 2 minutes so she called my doctor and took me to see her.
   
now, i do not like the vet at all. most other humans there are ok, but she sticks me with needles and does other stuff that i don't like. today she told mom and gma to get some of my pee for her (she is one weird human)! anyway, they took me outside and when i squatted they pushed a tray under my bottom. i sure wasn't expecting that and looked around to see what was going on. they were laughing at me so i went somewhere else to pee, but watched them over my shoulder to make sure they didn't do that again. they didn't cause they had what they wanted, gma wasn't happy cause it was pink.
   
We went back in and she came in and tried to touch me. i snapped at her and she backed off. then mom wrapped me in a towel and a female took me to another room so she could poke and prod me (no needles). i had to lay on a cold table and they did something called xray and i got to go back to my humans. when she came back in i watched her close, but she didn't try to touch me again. i heard them say bladder infection and antibiotic but i didn't know what it meant. when we got home mom squirted some bad tasting stuff in my mouth.
   
i don't pee as often, but i'm very tired. i played for a little and took a nap. now i'm going to bed. maybe i'll feel better tomorrow.

miah

so he breaks up with her. things are great for the next 3 days.
Then...there was Blaik >_O
He told me about her on thursday. She's a seinor, and "super cute and sweet"
I bite my lip and felt a vain pulse outta my neck as i faked a smile.
So i continued on with  my day, trying to let that ruin my so far good day. Then my friend Amber told me that before i came into the lunch room He asked  her if i had feelings for him. She repiled "YES!" and when he asked if i had interest in anyone else she said "NO!". He then told her he asked cause he might be getting a gf...
So friday rolls around.
At lunch i come in and...there she is. Blonde, bright blue eyes, pretty, sweet, and seinor. I sat at the other end of the table, feeling like i wanted to take a sledge hammer to a wall as they sat togehter. They talked and he held her, like he used to hold me. But it wasnt jealous that i felt as i sat at lunch table, but i was kinda pissed off.
At one point the left together and Amy ( who can be annoying alot) asked me to sit by her. I went over, and as soon as i did i wished i hadnt.
"I totally approve of jake dating blaike! She is SOOO nice! You know, she has thought he was hot for like 3 years but never had the guts to talk to him! And he admired her from afar forever but thought he wasnt good enough for her! Then they FINALLY got together! I mean she kissed him, and he came to me jumping up and down from joy! I told her that and she blushed sooooooo bad. She looks preppy but you know she is a totally sweet  heart! They are just perfect!"
The need to bunch in her the face as she talked about how much of fairytale their love was grew to the point that i asked if my dear friend amanda would walk with me. She understood and we went off, one of His best friends wanted to come too but in my state i was in no mood to put up with him.
ANd geuss what, amanda and i think His friend might have a thing for me. Too bad i have no interest in him WHATS so EVER. He has bad hair, smells *really* bad, and has a bit of an additude i coudl only put up with for small amounts at a time. Gee isnt that wonderful.
I had mixed emotions for the rest of the day, at one passing period when he always gave me a real big hug at first he found Blaik and hugged her for awhile. My pride made me look away as i conversed with friends happily. Then...he actually seeked me out and hugged me, looking fucking love sick. His hug wasnt the same.But the fact he went lookin for me bothered me in a way i coudlnt describe.
The day continued as even tho he fonded over Blaik he still kept a look out for me and gave me hugs. At the end of day I found him and hugged him saying " Have a good christmas and i'll see you at some point!" ( friday was our day before 2 week break). All he did was give me a half smile. IT was like the last poke that shattered my heart.
Oddly i feel a tiny bit used :( like maybe i was just the middle girl he loved over in between girl friends. the girl he used to always call just to talk, and some one he could tell anything too and who he trusted completely. Maybe at one point he did like me...did i just let it pass? And a tad pissed, that he knew how i felt yet had this girl with him. My pride is telling me " fuck that! if he wants the perfect blonde he can fucking have her!" should i just let it go? should i keep holding on? idk it just makes my head hurt.....</3