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Oh I'm pretty excited, tonight I go camping with Kayln and I'll come home Friday afternoon. Then when I get back I have a wedding in Bismarck. Not sure if I'm gonna go to it, even tho my sister's a bridesmaid and I've known the couple forever. Just don't feel like getting into a dress (that's a rare feeling) and driving an hour to come back home a couple hours later. Yeah I'll probly go anyway.

 

 

 

I love music, always have and always will. There is something about shedding your pains and picking up your joys and you can do both through music. I heard this song a couple months while I was driving home from work....it usually takes no more than 10 minutes to get home, but this day it took almost 20 minutes.

If you fast forward past the Steve Harvey intro I think you will enjoy it. The artist is very soulful and inspiring. As tears fell from my eyes I thought about what life had been for his family in comparison to my mothers and as horrible as I thought it was Mommy and Daddy went back home. They not only went back home on the river but they were able to take Moms mother.

There is one specific line "i held my breath when they diped my head and I came up shiny and knew"... that touched my more than others the realization that sometimes you not only have to let go and move on but remember what you have. I never thought Mississippi was meant for me, but I don't know how much longer it will be before I either move there to be with my parents or at least closer. Im ready to not only sit by the river but jump in for a dip and starting new.

 When I was little, I started to cry if my mom wasn't home by 10. And I used to say I was gonna run away, I'd get to the other end of the pasture and start to come back home. I also used to sleep in the grass. (Actually, I still do that.) And...I was happy. And I was young.

so im back from florida!:D Im glad to be home, and missed you all!

I will be posting pictures and posting stories

but...

that wont be for at least a few days because i have a discusting amount of work to do:|

but i promise i will get to it by at latest next week:)

 

hope you all are doing good, and i will be getting around to reading the blogs i havent read soon:)

 

-:)Kristal:|

So..........*squeels* Date with Number Three was great. Scratch that. Date with Number Three was fantastic!!!!! We went to Ichibans for supper. The food was so good and there was a ton of it! We got a chance to talk and have some fun. :D After supper we went back to his place and talked to his roomates and his friends for a bit before we went and crashed on his couch to watch Death Note. (Wonderful show btw.) We watched four or five episodes before I told him I needed to head home. So now I am home and extremely perky.

YAY FOR BEING PERKY!!!!!!!!!!

Now on to the female emotional mushy things. Sad, but true fact is that I have been lonely. It's been so bad sometimes that all I honestly want is to be held by someone who cares for me. That's all I've wanted for awhile now. Tonight I got that. We curled up on his couch and watched almost three hours of anime. He held me the entire time. We talked and joked around. It was nice and I honestly want to go out and do that again.

Once again...........YAY FOR BEING PERKY!!!!!!!

And last but not least, telling the parents. Dad just grinned at me and asked what I brought back for him. Mom groaned and said "Noelle. Are you talking about the skinny long haired guy? The one that kept waving at you?" I said yes of course. "Insert full name here, NO!" She then proceded to groan and cover her face. I keep hearing the bathroom door in their slam shut so I'm guessing that she pissed and crying.

Anywhooo! I have emails to check so have a lovely night and hopefully a great weekend!