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I know I am not perfect
Nor can I say that I had been good in my life.
The truth is, I had sinned
Far too many for me to count.
And yet, here You are
Giving me the best that this life can offer:
A wonderful husband,
A peaceful home,
And in a few months,
A child of my own.
Sometimes I can’t help but wonder
What have I done to deserve all these?
I may not have been happy all my life
But I am far too contented and at peace today –
This is my piece of heaven
In this chaotic world.
You had blessed my life
Of all the things I need
And a lot of extras in between.
May I ask You for another blessing?
Please bless this child, my precious one
And make him healthy,
May he grow up to be a good person,
A child who would bring joy to my husband and me
And who would praise You with his good deeds.
Sometimes I feel afraid
As this would be the first time
I would be a mother –
Would I be a good mom?
Can I provide all their needs?
How should I discipline my kids?
What keeps me going on is that,
With Your help and guidance,
I can try to be the best mom that I know of –
A mom who would guide her kids as they grow,
I would read them stories and tell them jokes,
I would play with them and be their friend,
I would be their playmate, their classmate, their confidante.
This is an unperfect world
But You always show me
That life is still good
Despite of its imperfections.
I can now confidently move on with my life
For I know, You are with me
This is your mom talking.
You may not understand me yet
But I would like you to know,
You are the best gift given to me.
I didn’t know that I can be this happy –
My life was never perfect,
It’s not even ideal,
I had my share of wounds –
I can’t do anything about it now
But I can change yours.
I would not promise you a perfect life
Nor would I promise you happiness forever –
What I can promise you is that
No one can ever harm you
While I am here,
No one can ever deprive you of your rights
As long as I am alive,
No one can make you feel unloved ever –
You are my child,
My precious gift,
I am blessed because of you,
My life has more meaning because you exist.
Maybe God love me this much
Because He made you a part of me.
Grow up, little one
Mom is waiting for you.
Come home sooner, will you?
I love you!
To bebe danaise agen