Mood: Sleepy, stupid, numb, sick, ill, pain, etc, etc, etc.
Music: what ever is playing my head now, i think im hearing some Finch.
well diary, i was a lil bit ill, now im sick for real...so unfair, i hate to stay stucked at home with headache and pain....let me explain... i've got a flu, that ended in fever and turned into complications with my asthma and my heard condition, isnt it great?... sarcasm isnt as good as it would be in person, but well written isnt that bad, right?
omg, i've got so much work and not so much time to do it, i guess i will go crazy right about now...stress is so damn bad for the healt, i just found out that if a person is stressed is most likely to get sick...so well i have to unstress in order to get better.... but i need to get better to be able to do my reading and proyects to get unstress... the bittersweet things of life....well ill try to do my reading at home, i've got sick in days, about 3 of them ordered directly by the doc.... still my workaholic head of mine demands me to work... so i will work from home....
in other news....i feel lonely...trapped, not only at home but at myself....i guess this being all day in bed isnt helping me much....i cant wait for the weekend bcoz im sure that by that date i will be better and i will be able to go out...i dunno, i miss my bf so much....and i know i cant see him, i dont want him to catch what i've got....even tho he's going to bring me some homework tomorrow bcoz i cant go and get the copies i need by myself....
i have to stop thinking negative, lets thing this illness as...an oportunity to lay down, rest and read some cool books...i guess....
<3 <3
xoxo
Hotaru