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Wednesdays are just shit - it seems that nothing is ever going to change that. They always have been shit and as far as things have been going for the past 305 blogs, they always will be shit.
Tutorial was a pointless chore - just a rant presented in the form of a Powerpoint presentation from this gadge who is in charge of financial shite at Teesside Uni - but I did learn one thing - that scholarship Sarah mentioned; there's no hope in hell of me getting it. The tariff is 400 UCAS points - and there's no way I can get 400 from only three A2s. Fail.
Media Studies was an even more pointless chore - AM set us off doing some pointless "rebranding Teesside" work - and I utterly refused to work with nose-up-her-arse-Hannah - coz she's a fucking slag. Thus I was working alone, AM said I could work with Lewis - but Lewis has disappeared off the face of the planet this week. He better be back next week. :(
So up until now, the day was just a pointless load of faff - but when Photography came around - I got hyper off my tits - for no apparent reason. Hyper to the point where I thought it was hilarious to kick Shelly's pinhole camera across the car park. IT PROPER ROLLED. No seriously though, it WAS funny - just Shelly was in a pissy mood, so she decided to shout at me. So I proper bounded off back into college and she couldn't catch up with me because I had a massive lead and was walking faster.
Sometimes Shelly does this thing where she mentions something that REALLY doesn't need to be brought up - and she MUST do it just for the sheer sake of causing shit. Today she decided to turn around and say:
"I found a blonde hair in my bed this morning. It could have been yours, or it could have been Charlie's... OR IT COULD HAVE BEEN MARIA'S!"
And I'm like: "WHAT. YOU HAD YOUR EX ROUND."
She goes: "Yeah, I said I had A FRIEND round yesterday."
Thus, this destroyed my hyper mood. And when I drop from a hyper mood to a sad one - I LAPSE TO FUCK. So it's fucking obvious why I got so upset and refused to let Shelly touch me.
Then once again, she ignores my statement of DON'T TOUCH ME and tries to fucking hug me every three seconds. I mean seriously, can she not fucking listen?
Then when she tried to be violent back with me, I slapped her - so she wandered off to the table and sat and cried to herself - while I stood behind her with my half-empty water bottle, ready to BLUDGEON HER if she said the wrong thing.
When I had to go to film studies - Shelly stood in my way.
Now for one, it's a fucking stupid idea to stand in my way anywhere - but to stand in my way INFRONT OF A FLIGHT OF STAIRS? I hadn't realised how fucking stupid Shelly was.
I had to fucking fight my way past her - and after a run-in with some teachers at the door:
"FUCK OFF."
"Langage!"
"I'm sorry, but: SHE'S PISSING ME OFF - SHE WON'T MOVE OUT OF THE WAY, I HAVE A LESSON AND SHE'S GETTING ON MY NERVES."
After I finally fought past her - film studies was yet another wasted effort.
AM told everyone to "think of ideas for their film sequences" - and there's me, having already wrote my whole script THREE WEEKS AGO.
I sat right at the back of the room and because I had no other means to hurt myself, I repeatedly hit my knuckles with one of my beasty silver pens until they were red and sore.
AM did have a look over my script - she says there's nothing wrong with it, there's nothing I really have to change. She seems more excited about it than I am.
And bloody Ash seems more excited about Spieluhr than I am - it's so frigging weird.
Speaking of trolling, isn't trolling a waste of time? Wouldn't it be a complete waste of time for me to go on the Stormfront website just to put my two cents in?
This is for the entire Tuatha and is posted for Everybody to read because I may or may not have some of the family on my list and if they want to add me that is fine.
Colleen, Christine, and I are filling for our sister Amy. PLEASE feel free to contact us for anything you need until Amy says otherwise. PLEASE also contact the three of us under our direction. Especially since Colleen is going through some of her own health issues at the moment. If she, Christine, or I say that this would be best taken to one or the other of us due to our own stress levels concerning our own families and spiritual concerns and tasks. But do NOT worry. If all of us our dealing with our own issues one of us will step to plate and help you out as much as we can. My sister Colleen is a strong woman with a variety of tools in herbal medicines and a pretty darn good parent. Christine is also a strong woman with a variety of tools in warriorship and also a pretty darn good parent. Plus they both have a wide range of abilites. Myself, if you feel comfortable with working with (all but Rose-you get no choice but to work with me-no ifs ands or buts about it) me I am capable of helping and if I am not I'll direct you to one of my sisters or to another in the Tuatha for help.
My lovely daughter is reaching a magical birthday this year. Nine years of age. Bridget suggested I begin some of her training into the Duil. So if you or anyone in the family would like to do some of the exersies I am going to be using with my daughter feel free to contact me on this also. Feel free to change them up to meet your needs if you do contact me to use them. Our initial "Warrior" training into the physical arts will start back up this next week or two with Taekowndo. Since our Elder Warrior who is suppose to help me train my children keeps forgetting that we exisit, I had to go to other means to get some physical training in that I am more comfortable with and will have to use what I have available. Feel free to do this for yourselves especially for any Tuatha member that is far from any other member like I am. As long as your getting Spiritual Training, Physical Training, and are able to practice with in your life, the Gods will understand. Just make sure you talk to them! Even if you feel they aren't listening or watching! As for Amy and anyone else who are having issues in this aspect, they are all Elders and can handle things and if they can't they know when to ask for help even if they don't want to! Please NOBODY hold themselves to someone elses abilites or standards. That goes for myself, Colleen, and Christine! Because we all are people!
I will list my email contact for all of you in this post and if you want my full contact info you will NEED to email me. If your already on my list and listed as Family, my contact info is in the post called Notice and Annoucement. If your on my list and aren't listed as Family please let me know so I can list you under family. Also I am listing another email in this post since Everyone on Mindsay can read this: use that email first and then I will give you the actual email I would like you to use to contact me. If you already have that first email please use that one instead. Thank you
to contact me: snuggles0302@yahoo.com
Rose, you get no choice as to which one of us you get to work with. I am sorry but this has been dictated by the Gods. I understand you are extermly busy and stressed but you really need to get in contact with me. And please use the email that was listed in the Notice and Annocement post. I know you read it because it shows up on Mindsay that you did. No more excuses. Feel free to rant and rave about me to anyone you choose, it doesn't matter, you get to work with me.
As for everyone else, don't be surpised if the Gods tell Colleen, Christine, or others they have to work with specific people in the Tuatha on various training. Sometimes we just don't get a choice as we have been forced to realize at some time or another. It is time for those of us in the Tuatha to step up and either take back specific positions in the family or to step up for the first time to help Amy out. No fighting. No arguing. And a LOT of talking. I think we can all do this. Even me.
Slept in till 1130 am, when I was woken by the phone next to my bed ringing. I didn't even bother to answer it. Hell, other people live in this house, and its probably for one of them. Like I said it was.
Upon getting up, I made my bed and then went and shaved. I am clean shaven now. Except for side burns, which I really don't consider facial hair. lol I Then returned to my room, where I got changed, and watched TV till 1230.
Then my father and myself went out and mowed the lawn. We where almost finished with it, when my mother started arguing with my father about the pill of twigs and stick that are behind our house. This resulted in everyone helping to drag and carry them out to the curb. Where they will mostly like be for a while. The town isn't exactly quick and picking stuff up. If they do it at all. So, I guess she got what she wanted.
After all that drama, I returned to my room , and got changed. Then turned TV back on and set up my TV line up for tonight. Right now I am watching Star Trek the next generation. With shows tonight such as batman, Reba, house, Criss angel Mindfreak, and the local news. Other then that, I took my replica wwe championship belt down off the wall, and polished every detail on it. It looks like a mirror now. Hehe. I love it! I keep looking up at is as I sit here at my PC. Its in the corner here, with me, on the wall.
So that's all I have planed for tonight. If anyone wants to do anything feel free to ask. Otherwise I'll slowly become more bored as the night goes on. Other then the TV shows I have planned, I may take a break to play PS2 if I want.
So, lets see. Hopefully everyone got arguing out of there system now, and will be nice to each other. I should wash my hair, and may, if I feel like it. Other then that, there's really nothing left on my mind that I haven't mentioned at the moment.
If I feel the need to vent I'll make another blog entry. Otherwise I'll just be like myself thinking depressing thoughts as usual. Contemplating the meaning of my life, you know that kind of thing. Like I do everyday. Ugh...
~ Peace
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