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Blog #56

AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH...

 

 

I didn't think I could do much more work on my webpage in Media Studies.

I added some review quotes and sexy golden stars. Our movie isn't awesome though, so it only got 4 stars from the reviewers. This is my critical nature with a slight disguise.

Hmmmmmmm...

 

I stayed in college rather than going straight home after D block.

I could have left - but today was supposed to have been the Guitar Hero tournament.

We waited around for Ash - for fucking ages, because her taxi wouldn't turn up...

 

I ate a cheeseburger and chips from the refectory - I couldn't go into town because I was waiting for Ash...

 

Ash turns up at about half fucking 1 - we go down to the theatre - the bastards have packed it away.

Not happy, I swear to God.

 

I came home and all I did was 5 hours of solid sketchbook.

It still looks like I've done fuck all.

Ok right, So, I've applied to 2 different Universities:

 

Derby - for the Popular Music with Music Technology Course

and

Leeds Met. - For the Music Performance Course.

 

Derby seem alright!

Weren't very clear about what the course actually involves when I went to their Open Day, but all in all not bad. I have a conditional offer, just have to achieve the right amount of UCAS points yada yada.

 

Now then. Leeds.

Applied in like, December or something, and today I heard back from them.

I had a conditional offer! Great!

Until I looked closer.

They'd only offered me a place for the wrong course! 

 

They offered me a place on the Music Production course instead.

Well.. needless to say, I was just a little bit annoyed.

Yeah I know, anyone can make mistakes, but for God's sakes, this is my Future in their hands.

I could've spent three years doing something I didnt apply for because someone can't distinguish between the words 'Production' and 'Performance'.

 

 

Argh!

Not Bloody Happy.

 

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it's wed-nes-day and I took the day off for an entire list of things. Like:
putting henna on my roots
planting bulbs
finishing a salwar kameez in my studio
getting an allergy shot
replacing a zipper in my fav velvet skirt


these things require being inaccessible for some period of time...BUT as my husband leaves to go hiking alone (I did not go as I explained to him all the things I needed to do) he throws out.... "make sure you answer the door to the mailman as the license plates are being delivered and someone has to sign for them."  So why the hell didn't HE stay home to sign for them? I am slightly irritated--- and I cant even go into my meditation room as I won't hear the door bell in there either.

so here I am with an amazing fall day imagining that my hair is henna caked wrapped in plastic wrap and I am planting lily of the valley in the garden but instead I am on the fucking computer waiting for the mail carrier to come which could be anytime between now and 4 pm. I really hate being obliged to do ANYTHING.

I think I have a serious problem with motivation. I don't even really have the motivation to write this post...

I think I also have a sleep problem. I can go fine for days without out it, but at the same time I could sleep for hours and hours.

I wake up around 9-11h and I won't be tired, but I'll still just lie in bed and go back to sleep. I can sleep all day, as I often do. Or just lie in bed for hours, doing nothing.

I don't want to waste the day in bed, but I just can't seem to get out. I have homework and lots of things I should be doing, but instead I sleep or just lay around. It makes me feel so pathetic, but I don't know how to stop.

I try to force myself to get out of bed, think of all the things ( and often things I enjoy) I have to do, but still I stay in bed.

I think I should see my doctor about this... it's just confusing. I also have a wierd sleeping pattern that I stay up til 5... and I can get up at whatever time and not be tired, no matter how much sleep I get.

Argh. It's so annoying because I hate wasting time, especially when I have so much to do, like right now! X.x

Dear eBay asshole

I am sorry that your machine you won from me on ebay for a value 1/10 it’s retail value did not arrive within three days of your paying. Although I charged you $20 for shipping I learned that parcel post cost 28. and absorbed the cost myself and shipped it the first day the post  office was open after you had paid.

 

I am also that the machine is not what you expected. I was not aware that it had a small chip of plastic missing from the back which in no way whatsoever affects the workings of the machine and I resent slightly your accusation that I knowingly sold you defective goods. I wish you were willing to photograph the area but I understand  that you “just can’t be bothered anymore”. And I understand that you just want me to refund your money immediately via paypal despite my knowing if maybe you even broke the machine yourself while unpacking it.

 

So I guess if you are going to file a formal complaint because the item is not as described (the guidelines state SIGNIFICANTLY different than described) you are just going to have to file because I do not intend to magically make this situation better for you without your active and polite cooperation.

 

Yours truly, the ebay seller