Arby's @ MindSay

Went to work at 7 am. Where shockingly nothing was done yet again. I guess it's back to the old norm. You know, where I am on the only one in my department that does any of the fucking work. The closer's are really lazy, and if it was up to me, would either have to "shape up, or get shipped out", if you know what I mean. I am getting so tired of the crap that goes on in my store. If it was for the health insurance from the union, I'd leave.

 

Oh, and for those of you that care, I walked 17.87 miles while doing all the usual crap today. Ugh... the stupid whinny customers are getting on my nerves.

 

Left there at 330 and came home. To find my stupid father arguing with my mother over money. Big shock there, like that doesn't happen every month. Maybe if he didn't piss all his extra money away down at the Lancaster moose club, he' have the money he like to bitch about, not having.

 

Anyway, around 4, I drove him over to the Lancaster moose , dropped him off, then my mother and myself went to the Walden Galleria. Where she got a couple of things, and we ate dinner. Roast beef and cheddar from Arby's.  Oy... did I tell everyone that I was trying to cut down on my fast food, and food intact.  Grr..

 

Then we came home. Where right of the bat I got annoyed by a kitten. Can't even take your shoes off in this house without being annoyed by him. Then I retired to my room. Where right now, all I have done it check e-mail , e-bay, and do this. The TV isn't even on yet.

 

Plans for tonight? Nothing of any interest. Unless someone asks me to go out, I am not going anywhere. The highlight of the night right now, looks to be watching WWE Smackdown at 8 PM. How sad is that!?

 

What's on my mind? Grr... everything is pissing me off,  work, cause of the lazy ass co-workers that do nothing (hope they like that I did none of there shit today) , whinny customers that cant handle change or wet weather, my parents arguing about the same old shit all the time, I just don't wanna listen to it anymore, at least find something new to bitch about, not being able to find anything I want around here, you know necklace and pendant wise. 

 

Oy, and flirting , what the fuck is it, that really needs to be explained to me in detail. Lots of detail. Like a book , flirting for dummies, cause when it comes to understanding all that , that's exactly what I am , dumb, and I have no problem admitting it.

 

Anything else I feel the need to include? I want a place that I feel like I am needed, like I am part of the team, or a woman that makes me feel like I am part of her world and her of mine. I just don't understand why people put up with all this shit. What makes them happy, if all they ever do is bitch, or whine and complain. Is this really all I have to live for? Knowing that one day, if I am so called "lucky" and end up a woman that wants me (like that will ever fucking happen) , that I'd end up part of that old couple that bitch's and whines about everything. Even when walking into a grocery store , cause I cant handle change, or wet weather. Is this really where this life is gonna take me, cause if so, I want out, right now. I don't ever wanna end up like that, or be like that.

 

What do I want to do? I just wanna crawl into my world, or my "shell" and let all the haters, bitchers, and whiners pass me by. Knowing that a woman will come along and find me attractive enough to make me come out of my sell. However she can,  you know, the whole "femine charm" thing. Stick around me long enough, like me enough, love me, and the shell will go away. If your really lucky, maybe you can hide in my shell with me.

 

So, how's all this sound to you. You freaking happy blog readers of the world. Maybe you'd honor me with a response for once. Since I get so many of them!  (this is called sarcasm) Do you like enough to give me two minutes of your time, and fucking reply.

 

Or maybe you like me enough to give me lots of your time and patience, cause if you couldn't tell, I need a friend and have lots to discuss, although, I really don't feel to social at this moment and time.  Give it a shot?  You know,  instant message me.

 

~ Maybe this turtle isn't a "snapper"

Went to work at 7 am this morning. After being out till 1:30 am last night. So, needless to say I was somewhat tired today. Walked 14.19 miles while at work today. In what seemed like a normal day.

 

Came home at 1 PM. Where I got changed, and watched Star trek , the next generation. Around 330 PM, I took my father over to the Lancaster moose club and dropped him off. Then my mother and myself went to Arby's at the Galleria mall, and ate dinner. Then we returned home.

 

Where I again , returned to my room. Where I watched some random TV show's while relaxing , and trying to nap. Only to be annoyed by a kitten.

 

Right now, I am watching, What not to wear. WWE Smackdown is on at 8 PM on UPN. So, I'll be watching that. I wanna talk to girl A, and see what she is up too.

 

As of late , or at least the past couple of times, hanging out with Girl A has been rather fun. I am getting more comfortable being around her. Which means, she's happy, cause I talk more. LOL  Right ? If only this kind of hanging out, happened every time we hung out.

 

Although I told her one thing. She says' she likes me. So, I told her to , prove it. We'll have to see if she will become un-shy enough around me to do just that. Who know's maybe she's chicken ?  LOL   bawk bawk.

 

What's on my mind right now ? Obviously , Girl A. Other then that ... not much really. I could use someone to cuddle and take a nap with. Any suggestions, or volunteers ?

 

Anything else I feel I need to include in this blog ? Nope, not really. I feel I have talked about everything. Now I just need some answers to the questions I have posted. Let's see if anyone in particular is brave enough, or can put away her feathers.  LOL

 

~ around