After being asked to go out with a friend last night, and refusing. I stayed up , as planned till 430 am when I had to take my mother to her job. I dropped her off, then went to Tops, where I checked my work schedule. I have to return there on Monday at 730 am. I then returned home. Where I promptly went to bed.
I woke up at 11 am. Upon getting out of bed. I turned on TV and tuned into the speed channel. Where I started to watch today's nascar coverage. I then sat down and turned on the PC where I logged in online.
At 1 PM I went and picked up my mother from her job and brought her home. Where she made dinner. Today's dinner was Velveeta mac & cheese, and polish sausage. This is probally my favorite home made dinner.
After eating , I retired back to my room. To my TV and my PC. Around 330, we decided to clean out the spare bedroom, which is pretty much a room that has stuff that is old, and has been moved out of other room. There's a box in the corner with old toys and other stuff in it. So we cleaned that out. We threw out about 3 large size trash bags of crap. The room is actually pretty neat and tidy now.
Again, after this , I retired back to my room, where I am right now. The NASCAR busch series race has just ended. The winner of today's race was the number 20 Rockwell automation Chevy. Driven today by Denny Hamlin.
So, what's my plans for the rest of the night. Staying online unless I go somewhere. Watching the NHRA which is on after the race, and then there is pre-season NFL football tonight. Other then that , there are no plans. I see plenty of boredom in my future.
What's on my mind? I think all this doing nothing gives me to much time to think. To much time to think about the past. The decision's that have been made, and there consequences. Like I can jump back in the past and change anything anyway. There's just my future to think about. Whatever there is of a future to think about. Just the usual. What will happen to me in the future as time moves on.
I am like a turtle, I pull my head back into my shell when something scares me. I can't go fast enough to keep up with the rabbit. I stop to sniff the flowers, only to be stung in the nose by a bee. Life is like the weather. Great an sunny one moment. Then raining on you the next. I am the turtle, I can't go fast enough to get out of the way.
~ I am the turtle