Well it's official. I'm old. My mum is trying to marry me off. My mum. The one who not even two months ago would have given me a stern talking to about time and school before boys is now telling me not to count boys out and to give them a shot...'he may be the one you know'. So this scares me for more than the fact that I fear my mum has suffered a break-down, but because I'm not ready to get married. I'm too young. I don't know even what I want to do in the future let alone who I really am as a person. If I was ready to get married wouldn't I want to? Wouldn't I at least be looking for my husband? But I'm not. The thought of getting married any time soon sends chills up my spine...and not the good kind.
This brings me back to my road map theory. God, just tell me what to do...and I'll do it. But ya gotta make it clear casue when left to my own devices...well it's not a pretty picture.
Philipians 4:6,7
"Do not be anxious about anything but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thansgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God witch trancsends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus"
