Anthony @ MindSay

you've changed and i've noticed you are not as much fun as you use to be.

 

i guess with your worries it's not easy being around me.....i've been trying to tell you this but you're always so busy.......you're always too busy.

 

and you know this....which is why you blow me off when i want to talk about it....you can only joke and talk of frivolous things....the marry and smother question....was supposed to lead to a talk of this....of your changing but of course....you found a way to CHANGE THE SUBJECT!

 

"bring back anthony"

 

 

Those were the scariest 4 hours EVER!

 

Right after my last post..I was checking my email, sitting in the kitchen with my feet up on the window sill and earphones on when I feel icy fingers go slowly around my neck.

I knew it was the watcher. He took the laptop and told me that my days on mindsay were over for a week.

 

Me: *gasp!*...you can't do that!

 

@@: yes i can and i just did.

 

Me: Savio!....tell him he can't do that!

 

Savio stands up and walks away.

 

Me: you traitor!

 

Savio: you non listener to simple rules for your own good!

 

Me: everyone in this house is a big fat baby traitor!

 

@@: go blog about it....oops...you can't! *cracks up lauging* and walks away.

 

Me: I run upstairs and cry for like an hour.

 

I then go upstairs to plead my case bringing the dogs, even the dogs were sad for me.

 

When I get upstairs he's setting up for work and eating spinach rolls.

 

I help him move some stuff and say, "can i talk to you?"

 

Me: anthony it's not like i hang out or get into trouble or

 

@@: you just go into trouble because you don't listen.....Belle...i don't tell you can't go on mindsay....i tell you when you have school...midnight is the cut off....but you gotta get cute and sign on after promising that you'd follow the rules....and then you fuckin' start another one....dodgerfan......*laughing*.....that was....*shakes head* priceless....gimme a high five on that babe...*puts hand up*....gonna leave a brother hangin'?......be like dat then.....*starts singing while setting up*

 

Me: but i don't give you any other trouble....i listen to everything else you say...well....except this one thing and i promise i'll get off and won't stay on until 3 or 4 in the morning......even you've said that place was good for me....*eyes well up with tears*....please.

 

@@: tears are not gonna work on me Belle...they won't....not this time.

 

(am i  not blogging right now, peeps?)

 

Me: i'm not trying to give you tears on purpose....i'm crying because i'm really heartbroken......and you did it....you broke my heart!

 

I go back to my room and cry for another hour.....yeah...I did.

 

Everyone took turns telling me it was for my own good...that I can't go around doing whatever I wanted in life and even as an adult there are rules to follow and people to listen to.....blah..blah...blah..blah..blah.

 

I still cried.

 

Anthony comes down to my room.

 

Anthony: will you stop crying?

 

Me: will you let me back on mindsay?

 

Anthony: no....

 

Me: *screaming through tears* then I won't!

 

Anthony: why do you have to be such a brat?.....just fuc.....just listen to me.....get off the computer at a decent hour and blog the whole weekend if you want.....but school....when you have it...you can't stay on until 3 in the morning anymore....you can't do that....okay?

 

Me: *smiling* can i go back on.....please?

 

Anthony: *sigh*...yes...but off at a decent hour...k?

 

Me: can i stay on until 1 if I want?

 

Anthony: pbbbbbbbbbb....fine!...one o'clock!..... and if you break my rules......it's gonna be two weeks.

 

I jump up and hug him...."thank you, thank you, thank you....I love youuuuu!"

 

I give him a big kiss.

 

 

(and by the way...i wasn't being phoney and crying on purpose....i really was heartbroken)

 

Now I'm having dinner and I'll be back.

 

 

 

 

 

DETERMINISM 

LOL!....I know, I know, I know...you're gonna wring my monkey neck!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm shakin' in mah flip-flops!

Stinkerbelle: Anthony…text this picture to Anthony

Anthony: uh uh…no way….he’s in a mood today…you do it

Stinkerbelle: noooo I did….i texted him that all eyes were on deck and I was working really hard…. he’s in a mood the last several days…going on weeks…he’ll laugh at the end.

Anthony:  noooooo! I don’t wanna hear him roar…

Stinkerbelle: you were a rough neck in that horrible place…you can’t be chicken shit

Anthony: I’m not chicken shit I’m smart…I’m crazy…he’s insane…..HUGE…diff….okay?

Stinkerbelle: *sigh* fine!!!!!

But before we could even do it I hear the bike pulling up.

So I left Eeyore on the bed with my book on quantum mechanics.

Stinkerbelle: tell him you haven’t seen me in hours…that I left outta the house right after he did

Anthony: you are cruisin’ for a bruisin’ meja..

Stinkerbelle: *smiling* hahaha…I know!...hahahahaha and you won’t be lying…..i’m going down the road..bye here he comes.

I didn’t have time to get outta the house so I hid behind the sofa.

The greatone: hey…ant….where’s everybody…

Anthony: I dunno…Belle said something about not starting her paper yet..and she left out a long time ago..

The greatone: what da fuck she mean…not started it yet….she told me she started it

Then I hear Roberts voice:

Robert: kids!....*laughs*

Greatone: I get you to ride me home…and that little monkey fucks up my stoneage….i’ma wring that little monkeys neck…

He walks upstairs Robert is behind him. He goes into my room and then slams the door.

I tip toe up the stairs and I hear him say to Robert…she’s trying to bother me……...that………girl!

I wait like ten minutes and walk up to his room like I’m exhausted.

Stinkerbelle: *sweetest voice* hey Anthony…hi Robert…

Robert: *smiles and shakes head* heya Belle…how you doin’

Stinkerbelle: I’m doin fine *I look at Anthony*

Greatone: Robert…I wanna talk to her…give me a minute…

Greatone: *stern looking face*…you think that shits funny?

Stinkerbelle: what shit?

Greatone: you know what shit….you think that shits funny…

Stinkerbelle: no……I think this is funny…booyah!!!!

I slam the completed paper on his lap…not just the theory…the whole fucking paper that I have been working on since 7am.

The great one: why you gotta fuck me up like that?...you like seeing me all worked up..

Stinkerbelle: well you got me all worked up earlier so you deserved it.

The great one: fine…I deserved it..

So darkseid just reminded me of something funny that happened yesterday.

 

Anthony (the watcher, his new name) comes stomping into the den with two opened cans of corned beef hash.

 

Anthony: who da fu.....who gave this to the dogs?

 

Anthony: Belle?

 

Me: it wasn't meeeeee!.....i know not to touch your white trash foods..

 

The other Anthony was walking out the front door when big Anthony screamed at him to wait a minute

 

Anthony: who da fuck gave this to the dogs?......huh....does this look like dog food?

 

Anthony2: uh......i thought...it...was....*looking nervous*

 

Anthony: *through gritted teeth*....AND THEE EGGS!.....AND DA TO...MA...TO....DID NOT CLUE YOU IN THAT THIS WAS HUMAN FOOD???? THE EGGS AND TOMATOES ARE RIGHT ON THE CAN!

 

I'm cracking up this whole time because his voice.....the way he sounded gritting and growling should have been on video.

 

Anthony2: *shakes head slowly with eyes mouth open*

 

I was cracking up.

Big Anthony looked at me and stomped back into the kitchen.

 

 

 

"AND THEE EGGS!.....AND DA TO...MA...TO!" lol....oh my gosh...my cheeks are hurting...