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A Question I Can't Answer
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Who's prettier?

 
 
 

   
Well I got my answer!!!!!!!!!...
.................no............................
 
 
   
 

Bleeding for mercy
I can still smell him, his air lingers around my room, the scent punches me as I breathe in. Just an hour before I had put the do not disturb hanger on my door and closed the blinds, not anticipating what was to actually happen. Something pulled me back as I lay there. Maybe it was what Samantha had told me the night before or maybe it was the alarms sounding in my head. Whatever it was, I got up and found my shirt, and announced that I couldn’t do it. All afternoon I had been quiet, holding my tongue as my heart screamed, but there in that moment I knew I had to speak. I had always accused him of holding things back from me and now I was the one who simply said ‘nothing’, when asked what I was thinking. I sat there on the edge of the bed trying so hard to release all the words I had milling about in my head. He suggested I type out my thoughts so I wouldn’t have to say them. So I found a fairly recent document that I had made that I had been meaning to send him, but never had the nerve to. He read it and responded. There we set in silence of verbal words, taking turns typing out our hearts. The conclusion was made that friendship was the answer. The right answer. The answer that we’ve needed since we broke up, but still saw each other. I feel relieved and strangely at ease however, there is a part of me that bleeds for a more merciful resignation. A chapter has ended in my life, exactly 4 months since we first broke up and a day before my birthday. I suppose it’s fitting.
 
 
 

   
My Name

 This is something I wrote awhile back and just now found it again. Tell me what you think. Please?

 

 

 

My Name

 

 "Is anyone there? Can anyone here me?"

 

 I ask these questions over and over. No answer comes to my ears. No sound reaches this quiet solitude I have entered. This solitude that I have sent myself to.

 

I blame my own decieving mind for it. If I had listened closely instead of ignoring and banishing my common sense I would not be here. But I am nothing if not curious.

 

"Curiosity killed the cat."

" You keep asking questions child and one day you'll get an answer."

 

 I have heard it all. Listened to every warning. But did I truly listen? Or was I simply obsorbing the words? Was I just soaking them in, filing them away in a box and hiding them from memory?

 

 No matter. Nothing I say now can change what has happened. What I have done. I listened but did not obey. I was ordered and ignored the command. I did not think of the consequences. I didn't understand the reasoning behind the command and did not try to. All I knew, all I understood was that I was forbidden. This thing I was told to do was not important enough for me to take seriously. So I did what I was told not to and now I pay the consequence.

 

 "Is anyone there? Can anyone hear me?"

 

 I ask these questions, knowing that I will never recieve an answer.

 

My name is Pandora.

My name is Eve.

My name is Curiosity.

My name is Error.

My name is whatever you may choose to call it.

 

Do you now see the danger one holds in the very depths of ones mind?

 
 
   
 

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