As I listen to organic ambient music at 4 a.m. here, I wish I was haning out with this one buddie of mine.
It's like, I know I'll chill with him in future sometime, of course, but right now, at this moment, I'm really in the mood to hang with him. It's a weird feeling.
It's like, I don't have anything I want to tell him, or suggest we do, or anything. It would be enough to sit silently in the same room and listen to the same watery synths and imagine the same swampy waterfalls and flowing trees.
I don't have his phone number (would that help anyways?). I do have an e-mail address.
But those just won't do.
I'm not talking about a physical or sexual attraction to this dude at all.
I'm talking about just getting closer this dude's musical mind. As another "head".
When you hit on something with someone that you both understand, that's pretty fucking rare. And, from my experience, you need to go with it, or lose it.
I don't want to flip on the paid programming on TV. I don't want to play random flash games online. I don't want to watch an old movie somewhere on the net.
I want to just fucking say, "hey. man... isn't this fucking amazing."
And he'd nod.
I know it.
To give you a glimpse, the song that just came on here is Aphex Twin - hy ascullyas lyf a dhagrow. Or just listen to anything off his Drukqs album.
