Amazing Time @ MindSay

i p.r.'d!! by 3 freakin seconds. that's fucking amazing. i don't care if my time is now 30 sec. for 200M. if that's super good or not i don't care. i p.r.'d by 3 freaking seconds. that's just fucking amazing.

oh and the bad stuff?

bitch. take the fact that i'm a freshman on j.v. and i'm faster than you. don't go around and tell people that you're fastest. because you know why? YOU'RE NOT! get over it. stop telling people you're faster than i am. just stop. you're fucking stupid.

and another person. okay. when i'm having a convorsation with you. don't get on your freaking cell phone right in the middle of the convorsation. that's incredibely rude and just...RUDE. goddamn. that also makes me feel really akward just standing there. and then you walked away. what the fuck?



and that was our meet today. it was pretty great.

did i mention i p.r.'d by 3 seconds in the 200M? it was amazing. :D

And a vision to none
He can never get enough,
Get enough of the one
For a fortune he'd quit
But it’s hard to admit
How it ends and begins...

In this here part of the world, we have not seen the sun in so long that no one is quite sure if it still exists. It must however for there are times during the day when it is far easier to see out of doors than other times...

It is really amazing how the lack of sunlight brings about a feel of doom and gloom over the entire region. Best not talk to anyone for they may rip your head off and fed upon the meaty parts...

But in amongst all the despair, I feel as good as I have in quite some time. I wonder why that is. I wonder and I wonder about such things, and yet I fail to discover the deep dark truth that is hidden in some far corner of my soul...

And then there is the dream that in many ways has me wondering about this life and my place within it and the direction in which fate seems to have me heading. And then there is the fact that I seem to sense things in my surroundings that I really should be clueless to, and yet I know...

It also is amazing that I can be so focused upon something so intensely, and yet it is not what I had intended to focus upon but rather a tangent to that which draws my attention. I see the lighthouse off the distance even though I do not set a course that leads me from danger...

And above all else that seems to be amazing me at this point in the history of the universe is the fact that I can say everything that I wish to say within the pages of this Blog, and yet no one has any idea as to what I am saying. Or maybe it is the fact that they just choose not to hear what I am screaming into the face of the Tempest that is raging to overwhelm my soul. I am here to deliver the message, but I cannot force anyone to listen to all that I must proclaim. If I go up to the top of the mountain when I return will the people have moved on to a different message?

In this lifetime there are things that must be done no matter how we try to avoid them, and that is why I am here to scribble on the hallways of CyberSpace and possibly have the passers-by stop for a brief instance and read what message I have the urge to write at this moment...

This is the Word of the AntiCrust...

Praise be ye who Read the Word for ye are Blessed amongst humans...

And his tears fall and burn the garden green.
And so castles made of sand, fall in the sea, eventually...

Time is an interesting concept that I'm not sure that I fully grasp. The older I get; the less time I seem to have. I'm not positive if this is a nature occurrence or just a by-product of my past...

Everything appears to be rushing by me at a speed that seems to be far exceeding the speed of light. I am well aware that is not supposed to be possible, Mr. Einstein, but yet it is happening - the laws of nature be damned...

Though this does not apply to the eight hour span when I have a chance to place my thoughts in a form that is easily understood by most except for those ho have psychic abilities and have some understanding of all that dwells within the finite space between my ears - the finite space that wonders about the infinite...

Time is something that fits the description of what spirals helplessly within my skull. I have no theories to explain what it is or how it works - that's not my job nor do I care about such matters. It is there, it exists, and it is trapped spinning about in my noggin. These things are all I know and all that matters to me...

What I find amazing and I do find many things to be quite amazing is the fact that time is relative and can vary greatly depending upon the circumstances even when the circumstances do not justify it being quickened. I shall leave my place where I type and venture forth into the wide world and the next thing I know is that the day is over only to begin again whence I awake - a vicious cycle from which I cannot escape...

But as with all things, time must be cyclic in nature whether it rolls forward or comes to an end to be reborn, I do not know nor do I have the ability to solve this problem. I am only here to think about it and its impact upon the world I know...

This is the Word of the AntiCrust...

Praise be ye who Read the Word for ye are Blessed amongst humans...

i feel so happy today because in school all the teachers were hugging me it was so fun they were hugging me because in the begining of the year my time for running the track was 21.40 and i got the time down to 12.40 i thought it was amazing.

i had the most amazing time at NYFA! though i missed everyone loads. tomorrow i leave for the dominican republic to work in the orphanage in the city and go to the beach house. i'm excited, though i kinda wish i had more time to myself. i don't really have it in me to write a long descriptive entry like i used to, so this will have to do mike, cause i'm out. xoxo