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Something on my mind.
4th post tonight. Wow. I promised myself though, that this is like a journal. A way to store my thoughts, because my mind fails me and I often forget what I was thinkin' or doin' 5 minutes ago.

I was just thinkin' though... Why excatly am I alive?

I'm not sucidial, I know that. I'm a simple person, both in mind, spirit and body. So, when I thinking, I think a lot. And I was thinkin' about my life. I'm not a loud person, I'm not all THAT social. I don't have any particular skills, I like to listen to music, play games and read. So long as I have those three things in my life... I'll be happy. I don't need love (although I can get easily attached to people). I'm not that fit, I don't go out drinking, I don't go fuck someone just for the hell of it and I don't smoke. I'm just not like that. I'm a quiet person who likes to toddle along. I have a few health  issues, but nothin' I can't fix.

I've went off-topic though. I'm not why i'm alive. Am I just... there? Someone to exist in the big, bad world? Just another person to eat, sleep, work, drink then die in a little house in the country? (I'll never be able to live in the city, it's too damn LOUD.) I'm no superhero, no saviour. My mother yells at me to get off my arse. (I'd need somethin' to get up for.) I haven't found my reason for livin' yet, nor what I want to do in life. I don't strive to be popular, I don't crave the spotlight. I'm like... one of those people who prefers to stand in the shadows watching from afar. I'm almost 20, I should of by now, but I haven't. It just makes me wonder, I guess.

So I come back to one simple, yet probably one of the most complicated to any of mankind:

Why?
 
 
   
 

 
 

   
Reasons Why I Take Alive Mega-Nutritiona... Everyday


Reasons Why I Take Alive Mega-Nutritionals Everyday





It helps prevent and cure these diseases..


1.    - bronchial asthma
2.    - acute and chronic diarrhea
3.    - cancer and tumor formation
4.    - atomic dermatitis
5.    - anemia
6.    - rheumatoid arthritis
7.    - atrophic vaginitis
8.    - beri-beri
9.    - bronchitis
10.    - liver cirrhosis
11.    - colitis
12.    - bone fracture
13.    - burns
14.    - conjunctivitis
15.    - dyspepsia
16.    - cyst
17.    - endometriosis
18.    - cervical ulcer
19.    - gastro-esophageal reflux disease (GERD)
20.    - cough
21.    - colon prolapsed and bower pockets
22.    - constipation
23.    - deafness of old age
24.    - diabetes mellitus (type II)
25.    - ecopora
26.    - diabetes - insulin dependent (type I)
27.    - skin ulcer
28.    - enteritis - swelling of intestines
29.    - epilepsy
30.    - goiter
31.    - halitosis
32.    - mascular degeneration
33.    - osteoporosis
34.    - patients with debilitating disease
35.    - choletithiasis - galstones
36.    - glaucoma
37.    - gingivitis
38.    - gout
39.    - hypertension
40.    - osteoarthritis
41.    - pancreatitis
42.    - pharyngitis
43.    - benign prostatic hypertrophy (BPHI)
44.    - cataract
45.    - immunodeficiency
46.    - scurvy
47.    - parasitisism
48.    - kidney disease
49.    - nephrolithiasis
50.    - laryngitis
51.    - leucorrhea
52.    - myoma
53.    - hepatitis
54.    - tendonitis
55.    - paralysis
56.    - mental tiredness
57.    - muscle and nerve pain
58.    - muscular dystrophy
59.    - thrombosis
60.    - neuralgia
61.    - sinusitis
62.    - toxins in the body
63.    - ulcertive colitis
64.    - resperatory infection
65.    - piles - external swelling
66.    - pils after operation
67.    - urethritis
68.    - prolapse of the stomach
69.    - psoriasis
70.    - vertigo
71.    - rheumatic heart fever
72.    - pre-menopausal syndrome (PMS)
73.    - systemic lupus enythromatosis (SLE)
74.    - shortness of breath on children
75.    - vaginitis
76.    - skin rash
77.    - spinal diseases
78.    - neuro-muscular disorder
79.    - hyperlipidemia
80.    - stroke
81.    - edema
82.    - thyroid problem
83.    - tinnitus
84.    - tonsilitis
85.    - brain tumor
86.    - toxic blood and acidosis
87.    - low sperm count 
88.    -  trochomonas vaginilis
89.    - rectal tumor
90.    - underweight and malnutrition
91.    - heast disease and complication
92.    - varicose veins
93.    - allergic rhinitis
94.    - weakness of lower leg
95.    - migraine
96.    - amenorrhea
97.    - dysmenorrhea
98.    - insomnia
99.    - Chicken pox
100.    - colds




i have my personal testimony
regarding the product itself..
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crazy doin nothin ... poem
.... Gessus.... It has been a while since I've blogged anything... not that nothing has been going on.... quite a lot actually, however, things aren't bad, just busy. which is crazy cuz Im not in school and i'm not working so i don't know how i barely have time to breathe with all this free time... and well when I was living in somerville I didn't have the internet so now that i moved so far south of Boston i have the internet so i may update more frequently...
Not that it matters.... honestly weither anyone updates or not your life continues untouched unnoticed as if nothing changes, but I do believe that it is not like that for every blogger, or those who reads more than writes blogs. Like I'm follwing a few people's blogs even if I don't reply just to see that they are alive and well and i suppose you can say that i care for them and i do and if they dont blog in a long time i do tend to worry about them but my life doesn't completely stop. I really wish someone --- no names --- would let me know what's going on in his world right now.... oh well....

Poem for your entertainment:
Think what you will of me
And i will prove to be it
And that's all I will be
Because that is all you'll ever see
But know that it's not all of me
 
 
 

   
Run Kid Run

Run Kid Run - Freedom
From the album Love At The Core

All my chains I can’t disengage
and I don’t believe that I want to
One hand sings your praise the other brings me shame
I have sel?shness to blame

Chorus:
And I’m singing for freedom
I know I’m not the only one
praying to the one
who can bring me this freedom
I’m ready for change

Broken down I lay
I keep holding my chains
No longer bound but here I stay
I scream Father please
I need rescuing I need You and You alone

Chorus:

Still You patiently await
yet I won’t just let go
I see You and You alone
saying come follow me despair has come so you can see
release

And so I’m singing for freedom
and so I’m singing for freedom
The time has come separation lost the war to love
Take my hand grace has found you where you once began
Your alive your alive in the waking of new life
Take my hand in the end there’s only love
There’s only love

There’s only singing for freedom
I know I’m not the only one
praying to the one
who can bring me this freedom
and I’m ready for I’m ready for
Father please I need rescuing
I need You and You alone

 

 

This song is amazing. We all need the freedom that only God can give us. When I sing along with this song I feel so refreshed that I am actually telling Him how much I, WE, need him. This world is a rough and tumble place and we need freedom from the pain of this world.

 

By the way... I would like to say Thank you to the Jonas Brothers for their courage in their beliefs of wearing the purity rings!!! WOW, what a positive role model for kids in this age of open sexuality and sin....Also, GO JORDAN SPARKS for taking up for them at the VMA's!! That is awesome, ok, she could have gone about it a little differently,but seriously, YOU GO GIRL, and thanks for sticking up for people who know what they stand for instead of being mindlessly led by the ways of the world.

Peace of the Lord <><

 
 
   
 

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