Alive @ MindSay

Run Kid Run - Freedom
From the album Love At The Core

All my chains I can’t disengage
and I don’t believe that I want to
One hand sings your praise the other brings me shame
I have sel?shness to blame

Chorus:
And I’m singing for freedom
I know I’m not the only one
praying to the one
who can bring me this freedom
I’m ready for change

Broken down I lay
I keep holding my chains
No longer bound but here I stay
I scream Father please
I need rescuing I need You and You alone

Chorus:

Still You patiently await
yet I won’t just let go
I see You and You alone
saying come follow me despair has come so you can see
release

And so I’m singing for freedom
and so I’m singing for freedom
The time has come separation lost the war to love
Take my hand grace has found you where you once began
Your alive your alive in the waking of new life
Take my hand in the end there’s only love
There’s only love

There’s only singing for freedom
I know I’m not the only one
praying to the one
who can bring me this freedom
and I’m ready for I’m ready for
Father please I need rescuing
I need You and You alone

 

 

This song is amazing. We all need the freedom that only God can give us. When I sing along with this song I feel so refreshed that I am actually telling Him how much I, WE, need him. This world is a rough and tumble place and we need freedom from the pain of this world.

 

By the way... I would like to say Thank you to the Jonas Brothers for their courage in their beliefs of wearing the purity rings!!! WOW, what a positive role model for kids in this age of open sexuality and sin....Also, GO JORDAN SPARKS for taking up for them at the VMA's!! That is awesome, ok, she could have gone about it a little differently,but seriously, YOU GO GIRL, and thanks for sticking up for people who know what they stand for instead of being mindlessly led by the ways of the world.

Peace of the Lord <><

I'm alive!

I love him so much. I don't want to let him go. At the same time I do want to, so I can move on. But every time I start to let go, I get scared and I hold on tight again. I have nothing to move on to. I know he's not there for me any more but I don't want to be completely alone. I just want him to be what he was for me before. A good listener, someone who cared, called randomly, always cheered me up and never failed to make me laugh. He's everything I could ask for. Except, he was. I don't want to let go of that. I keep thinking under all of his ignoring me and the phonecalls where he passes me over to his girlfriend... that he somehow still cares. I give up and I try again and over and over again. He made me feel wanted and understood. I need to feel wanted and understood. No one else has made me feel the way he does.I just don't want to believe that he doesn't care anymore.

How can someone just stop caring, with nothing triggering it? Maybe he never did. But he must have, and I still feel he does. I'm prbably just being stupid and should have moved on long ago. I just can't. I don't want to. I need to know for sure that he doesn't care. I don't know if I can ever know that.


I almost wish he could read this and know how I'm feeling and how much he hurts me. To see if he cares the slightest bit.

 

DeviantArt is more addicting than I thought it would be. D:

 

This isn't much of an entry since I don't have shit to say.

I might start posting my art here again too, I dunno.

 

So, how have you guys been?