I wish I could say I have been controlling my compulsion to drink but I haven't. On a plus size I did join the gym. Some days are better than others. Right now I am not depressed but extremelly, extremelly anxious. I don't know why, I just can never get my nerves to calm down. There has been tension at work and when I feel stressed I go home and drink.
I keep making excuses for myself saying "I will stop after New Years". "I will stop after this week." and now my latest "I will stop after my birthday"- which is Feb. 1. What is my problem?
