With the stresses of Maryellen out of my life, i feel free to do as i wish... now i have no one's "standards" to meet... no one to please... though it was all internal, i doubt she knew how much i really tried... she saw the outside, the hurt and the pain, but she just couldn't change me, so she left me... which made me, leave "me." Now i am free to do as i will... i haven't been this happy in so long! no more twisted thoughts... well, if they are twisted, i enjoy them... i twist them out and do something with them now, instead of letting them get all tangled and lost in my head... i now work really hard all the time, have a drink here and there, play games, take pictures, write a lot, draw out maps, and listen to a lot of music... it has never been so much fun to be alone! But i meet wonderful people at the most random times and places! I do have a great life, and i love living it...! Work has been kicking my ass, with this lack of sleep and all... the past few days i've been sleeping more, which has helped... i've been out of it the past week or so, and i haven't updated in a while... especially with my photos... but i have some here today! I had a lot of fun this day... i don't have any of my Russian mistress but, she and her friends were very fun and i enjoyed myself with them! Here are the photos! It was a black and white kinda day for me :P hehe...
I hope you all enjoyed those as much as i enjoyed taking them... more on the way latter!
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