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The Cancer I Carry

   I wrote this awhile back and have hesitated about posting it. I'm hesitating now to hit the Publish Entry button. It's dark and pretty open about how I feel. It was draining to write. I thought that if I wrote it that I could banish the intensity with it, but I can't. It held on with everything it has. So now I'm posting it in hopes that it will release me from this cancer I carry. Maybe, just maybe I can release myself with it.

 

   This is for Bobby Joe.

 

The Monster You Are

Shatter the defences

Enter the domain

Knock the weapon from my hands

Open the doors to my sanctuary

Take all I have

Hate me for the things you cannot find inside

 

You wanted me for what you thought I could give

Take everything

I know you won't be satisfied

My passion and obedience is what you crave

You will never see passion in my eyes

I will never be obedient to you

 

Knock me to the ground

Lift me from the floor

Bruise me, beat me

Show me what you truly are

Let me see the hate you try to cover

Reveal the monster hiding behind those blue eyes

 

You've taken my weapons

Broken my security

Raped me of my peace

So why not take the last step?

Squeeze my heart of it's last drop of hope

Death is much sweeter than the monster you are

 
 
   
 

Mzuko

Meet my friend sipho we use to call him monster boy
but one day he did something he never did before
he smiles
 
 
 

   
o_O Look who's here

I said I'd be here, so here I am.  *waves to people that may or my not know her*  Anyway... for those of you that had never seen me around here on my old account, http://obsessed137.mindsay.com, I'll tell you a bit about myself, ne. I'm a J-Rock fan, I play DDR ..err just go look in my profile for that kind of stuff.  I'm known by many, many, many,  names.  Why?  Because I can't decide if I like my own name enough or not! XD  I'll respond to any of these names.. and yes, I have used all of them at some point in my life:  Kelli, Kelly, Killia, Monkey, Nome, Gnome, Akane, Miyabi, Special K, Kellog, Brun Hilda, Kello, Kel, Kei, Lii, Kellie, Keruri, Chibi Mushroom, Ichiko, Carlota, Tatiana, Nahemo, and Nahema.  *takes breath*  Although, i'm sure that's WAYY more than you needed to know XD  However, you'd have to have been friends with me since I was in about 2nd grade to remember all of those.  ^^; 

I probably won't be on here as much as I'd like to be because with my grades in school, my insurence are gonna skyrocket..so I need to have study-time x_X  ..and besides, I like to be outside when we have nice weather!  (That's the only reason I made this so increadibly long..you can take up about a week reading this long post and then maybe I'll come up with another one..)  And, erm..yes.  I'll be going now.  Leave love, my friends.

Meh

 
 
   
 

 
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