A Little Longer @ MindSay

life so grim

So sue me I had to go to work lol

I finally hear all the words to this song and I thought it seemed to fit quite perfectly...I'm not sure how much longer I'm going to be able to handle all this seperation anxiety type stuff...it's still going strong...and I just don't think I can hold out much longer...month and a couple weeks...not a word from him personally...and it's slowly ebbing away at me...I just don't want to chose...I keep thinking...just a little longer

Expect the unexecpected.  Today I failed to do so, and in turn met it in the form of a gray-garbed girl whom I had once known well.

I wonder what it would take to get things to be back where they were.  Yet, at the same time I know they can never be.  I think that we would each pity the other too much; I know that I am no longer the child I once was and I grudgingly admit the barriers between us.  They shall not be broken without dramatic reform on either of our parts.  It is not comming from mine, and from hers, I doubt more still.  I juxtapose the dated young lady to the athletic ragamuffin perpetually garbed in jeans and a t-shirt.  The difference saddens me.  In some ways, she has grown up so much, but in others I feel she has reverted.  I wish her well, I think.  Though, I can't help but wonder what she gathered from the encounter.  Surely it was something?  I no longer know her, so I cannot guage.

Today's been a day of awkwardness, on so many levels.

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