I had my first day of work yesterday. It was all in all a good day. We have this reward system for getting donations for the March of Dimes.. I basically got the highest reward.. on my first night! Tomorrow I work again 11 am to 5 pm.. 6 hours. I thought 5 hours on my feet was bad.. here comes worse. I really don't look forward to work, but once I'm there I'm okay. I just feel bad because in July and August I'm doing a lot of gruaduation present vacations.. I'm stuck between quitting before both of the vacations and not having that exra months pay or trying to get off work. Right now I'm leaning more towards quitting, beause next year I'm going to school an hour away and I won't be able to work anymore. I just feel like a complete asshole for getting this job and in 3-4 months quitting it. Please help me out with this one!
I'm really starting to miss having a boyfriend. I know I have friends that care about me and love me.. but not on that level. I don't know, am I being selfish? I'm hoping by next year I'll at least be attractive.. hopefully this diet works.
