13th @ MindSay

this is more for me, to help me figure out why the things that are happening, are happening..

thursday, the 12th, i felt overwhelmingly sad.  i cried myself to sleep.  i didn't sleep well that night.

friday, the 13th i was afraid something bad was going to happen. my day started off pretty good.  i found out about a raise i was getting from work, and then i got a free latte..although just by chance..they had made it wrong for someone else.  when i got to work, i texted my friend: "it's friday the 13th, and im having a really good day. its making me nervous."  she replied.."dont be scared."  not 5 minutes later, the same friend texted me back, saying "my grandpa died."  irony?  coincidence?  satan?  i don't fucking know.  it gets better...

I left work to go be with her. we ended up going to visit a friend in geneseo. we stopped for food.  my total at the restaurant came to $6.66.  i was freaking out. when we got back to my friend's dorm, i checked my myspace. now, this may be stretching it, but my profile views when i checked it were at 2,666.

the rest of the night went fine.  saturday morning when i got home, my mom told me my uncle was in the hospital, he had a seizure. she also told me that that morning, there was a car accident in front of my house.  they were driving a brand new car and the steering randomly stopped working and he lost control.  weird.

saturday night i went to buffalo to visit some friends. on sunday, i drove one of my buffalo friend's car. we almost got in a car accident. the person in front of me slammed their breaks on in the middle of the road, out of anger. i swirved to miss them, and only missed them by an inch. literally.

Monday, on my way to school a truck swirved into my lane, almost killing me.  there was a couch in the middle of the HIGHWAY.

seriously.  what the hell.

is there really such thing as fate?  or what about some evil force?  the past few days have made me feel like i was in Final Destination.

who knows?  i don't.

Editors Note:  I couldn’t make this up….A chief of Police named KRUEGER, writers a true crime novel set in SALEM about a MURDER and I just happen to be working up this author of FRIDAY THE 13^th.  

A force for evil

October 13, 2006 (San Dimas, CA) Police-Writers.com, a website dedicated to police officers turned authors, added William A. Krueger.  Chief William A. Krueger served in law enforcement for 35 years.  After retiring from the Lincoln Police Department (Illinois), he became the chief of police of the Salem Police Department (Illinois).  Chief Krueger earned a BS degree in education and is a graduate of the Federal Bureau of Investigation national academy.  Additionally, he is a U.S. Navy veteran of the Korean War.

“A Force for Evil: Assassination in a Small Town” is the true story of the Fry Murder Case, which occurred in Lincoln (Illinois) in the summer of 1976.  According to the book, “it is a reflection on the crime of murder: how murder affected the community, the families of the victims and how the crime was solved.  The story takes you from the time the killer was a child up to and including his commission of the crime, his arrest, trial, conviction an sentencing.  It involves the process of the investigation as seen trhough the eyes of the author, who was one of the investigation detectives.”  

Chief William A Krueger’s second book, “Between Moonlight and Murder: The Girl in the Blind Lane” is based on a true crime novel which occurred in Lincoln (Illinois) during the summer and fall of 1882.

Police-Writers.com hosts 153 police officers and their 434 books in six categories.

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boo.

well its been a while... as in is been long enought for something else to happen.

im in a playful mood, so ill indulge u a bit and let u in on everything. its been a rocking 4 days, more even because i didn't write seriously for most of it. so let me see. 5 days ago. me and kerri were hanging out at the mall, pretty good time too. lol, however we were with jenifer, a person who gave birth to kerri, ( we dont admit that). they went thru some bad times a while back, had a nice fallin out, however, she needed school clothes, so we went. it wasn't that bad of a time, we were shopping for hours, and just hanging out at the mall, we even manged to hang on our own for a bit, so i called chuck (i had called him the night before, but he couldn't talk, so he told me to call him the next day,) and suprise suprise, matt answered, he automatically asked whre i was, and i was like the mall, and he is like ill see u in 10 minutes. so they came and met up with us, however, of course, they were stoned, but thats ok, i didn't mind tooo much, i know kerri did, and i yelled at matt for it, but i couldn't really be madd at him. i mean that was a bad habit of mine for a while. lol, oops, (hey i stoped, somewhat) ok moving on. we met up with them, and basically just hung out. and then i came back to kerris and we hung out some more, and then i wrote that post and kerri had asked me o watch on sean bc he was up so i said sure and went to my house and the guys came over. good, yes because i could watch sean, but bad because john and i ended up arguing like u wouldn't believe, and then something really bad happened, after i got pushed away from it, sean nd john started fighting, like i mean a fist fight. i was like fuck, becuase it was my fault. but yeah, so that was the 10th.

on the 11th we went tyo the DmV. sean woke my ass up at 10:30, yeah 10 fucking 30 but he brought me a cup of coffee, so i didn't kill him, but he couldn't get his permit becuase he didn't hae the right stuff with him, so we had james (it was me, john, and sean there) come back to get us. now me and john were still like blah but we were ok after that cause we talked a bit. so james came and got us and we headed back to suffern and met up with a new person, Richie, so then i called kerri and we all went to my house, until the guys all left. then me and kerri just hung out, we went to my sisters swim meet, and i got to see chris, which was nice, bc i hadn't seen him for a while, but kinda ackward becuase, well just because lol. so once that was over and then we met up with Bryan G. so all of us hung out. we almost went to warped with him, but that fell thru, but yeah, so we all hung out and just had a good time and caught up becuase we hadn't really seen him to often and that was just nice, then kerri came to my house and slept over. we just hung out for the rst of the night and did our thing. plus i got to talk to chris online after, and that was one intresting convo, lol,

friday was mostly just hanging out, the guys and us kinda got into a fight, but burnie got his permit, so that was intresting. me and kerri ended up going to see a movie, 4 brothers, omg it was sooooooooo good, richie came with us, that ws intresting, the guys and us finally made up, so that was nice and basically we sat around the laser tag area, the guys played video games and me and kerri just sat back and chilled, it was really funny. but i loved the movie, after that us and the guys just hung out, i got 3 pairs of earing and we checked out these really cute guys. its was really, ooo and me and kerri were being check out by these really ugly guys too, it was horrible, but none of them had nerve to come talk to us. finally we left the mall, and james, sean, and dom were all stoned, it was really funny. james was a dick and thats where he got hit, lol, well he deserved it, he screwed up my knee, i wanted to kill him thers now a nice red mark because he pushed me and i fell to the ground, the dick so yeah. that was friday

on saturday i got up a bi earlyier and hugn out with burnie before he went to the shore, and also with brian F, then kerri came over and i foudn out i was going to a wetdown. wendy (this awesome chick i met at prom told me i was going) so that was saturday, otehr then that i didn't really do much, just hung around and wen to the wet down, but the wet down was alot of fun. lol. i told kerri she was coming with me, becuase no way i was going alone so she came with, and OMG there were soooooo many gourgouse firefighters. i got kat and kevin to come, and also brian, and dom. and then we all went back to my house and just hung out for a while. that was cool. lol, we went on a beer run too. that was funny. kevin pulled up to my moms car and started to scream MOMMIE. lol, only he did it in one of his tones, so it sounded perfectly hysterical lol. but yeah, then me and kat got into a fight, that pissed me off. she really can be a bitch sometimes urgg, but yeah, so i stayed up till 3 or 4

then i woke up at like 9:30 for work well actually i passed back out and got up 20 minutes later, went to work, read a book while i was there and then finally it was over and i just came home, kerri came over and so did brian, so that was cool, then we all went over to the firemans picnic, holy shit that was fun, lol, we stayed till 6 jsut hanging out, lol, it was me, wendy, russo, ross, kerri, frankel, mark, and kat and kevin were there for a bit too, lol, it was sooo much fun, espcially wendy, she was awesome, me and kerri wre like u have to come back, lol. but yeah we hugn there today, it was soo hot, so we went to the pool they had there for a while, plus we did the mini golf thing. so that was cool. also there were horseshoes and watching the guys and stuff. so it was a full ass day, and then me and kerri and brian came back here and hung out for a while, and then dom came over too, which is maddd awesome cause i love dom to death, then we went to go get burnie and came back the the house, that was cool, crspin and the hogans stopped by too. that was cool.

ok theres more, lol, but im just so friggin tired, its been a long ass day. so mL in the morning, im gona pretty muc have the house to myself, cause my mom is going down to jersy to vist her autns. ooo plus theres a new guy i like, ill write about him later. but i got to go. mL

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oo quick note, CHRIS IS 21!!!!!! lol, yesss can u say party, lol, now i know why i love him

oo and another ana quickie thing, she called me yesterday morning, she is in the hospital, which isn't cool, at all, anyway she thought she would call me to let me know so i wouldn't worry. its weird, i had a feeling something was up very weird, oh well, she is gona call again soon. so yeah. anyway i better, go, bye

i'm rly beginning to believe in the whole cursed fri. the 13th thing. today is just a bad day all around. my head feels like it's going to burst and i can't stand for a very long time or i get dizzy. it sux. a lot.

i went to visit my grandma in the hospital. it smelt bad. and she looked so much older. it was very.. weird i guess. idk, i think she liked that me and my mum were there though.. so whatever...

i got a new lyric notebook which was the only good thing so far today. it's dark blue and rly rly thick. i luv it so. just so u ppl kno, i don't like write songs to put in that notebook as it wuld sound. i actually print out my favorite songs and paste them into my notebooks.. it's very fun.

idk.. i think that's it

~kt

Note: Fri. The 13th Is Evil.. BEWARE! And The Weather Sucked Too.